You wore that top hat as if you had earned it
That gaudy suit like you had been born in it
And you flung that whip around like you owned the entire world
At first the get up was convincing
Especially to me
I danced with naive joy beneath your puppeteering arms
And willingly waltzed across a tightrope that grew thinner with your every demand
Juggling knives and swallowing fire were nothing compared to the task of earning your praise
Even tigers and lions coward from your disapproval poised and ready to pounce
You had trained me well and I could do it all
A three ring circus performed by a single girl
A girl whose talent shone so brightly it filled the big top with light
Light that you basked in as if it were your own creation
Each night I ignited a spotlight that you promptly stole
Your scamming words took credit for my fantastic feats
I desired just a pinch of the awe and praise that I had earned
But the audience could not see past your slimy smile
Your wore my talent like a golden robe
To hide your own garment sewn with talentless fraud
You pocketed my applause at the end of each night
While backstage my light quivered with exhaustion
You let my fire burn bright
But only for as long as it turned your deception into dollars
Then yet again I would be smothered as the big top deflated each night
Soon I grew tired of the shadow that stifled me
I was sick of twinkling delicately in your suppressive palm
No more watching the smoke from my fire drift weakly off into the darkness
The time had finally come for me to burn my own wildfires into the night sky
I left not even a scorch mark behind when I quit your suffocating big top
Without me, you had nothing to offer your expectant fans
They laughed at your pathetic performance
Impersonating talent for so long had taught you nothing of how to achieve it
It took no time for your top hat to be ripped from your unworthy head
Your ringmaster’s ensemble was soiled with shame
And your whip sagged with forgotten authority
You were left to wander alone through a maze of peanut shells and unpopped corn kernels
Your kingdom collapsed around you
Once a mighty circus tent
Became a wilted, rotting flower petal
Garish clown makeup had caked itself thickly upon your face
No sign of who you once were was visible
For you had become the spectacle of your own stolen show

YOU ARE READING
Tacenda
Poetrytacenda (n.) things better left unsaid; matters to be passed over in silence