I had always thought and you had never believed me.
Screamed at the top of my voice, begging you to trust me once-just once
It’s strange though, how things have changed now.
When did you start to believe everything I said?
Oh well, I don’t say anything more now.
You once said after leaving me, you want me to see happy.
See, my smile is now permanent in that photograph on that wall
So as you please.
I did say I am fine but I never wanted you to believe
I wanted you to slap me and ask, “What’s wrong with you?
Tell me or shall I slap you again?”
It was you then, but now you say, “Hmmm”.
Nor I did want you to fall on my feet,
Neither had I wanted that love to be at mercy of you,
If you agree that it was not one-sided.
Are you happy now looking at my smile if you care or cared?
Yes, “care” or “cared”? This was what I wanted to know.
I am no more to ask you, nowhere left to block me,
I got rid of my pain and you of those queries for which you blocked me.
Last and also the least, “Did you really blocked me?”
You blocked the accounts I created, those accounts are not my creator.
Its feel like you had been dating those account not me.
But hanging that corpse is not a panacea to his living hopes,
Corpse! Corpse?
Yes corpse, yes I was corpse then and today indeed.
I did quit.
To hope for you to come is simply to hope against hope.
I know it very well this black and white cannot replenish
The love for me, as your conducts indicated me then.
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Fallen To A Beast
PoetryIts really a painful feeling when you write something very true and honest from your heart for someone who left you giving you an liable reason but later you get to know that person was fooling you for your innocent nature. And its an akward feeling...
