I have a lot of things to say but no one to talk to.
This week has honestly been absolutely freaking horrible.
I have been holding my breath , slowly watching my world crumble.
Competition week has been the worst week of the year, and it's not supposed to be like that.
I guess teams have to fall apart, friendships fail, and everything go to literal horse crap for me to realize what a peice of crap I am.
It's hurting me.
Change is so scary, and I don't like it.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'm going to try not to cry tomorrow at comp Idk.
Sorry this is so negative.
