REAL LIFE
"i just wanna say that what you're wearing right now is making it very hard for me to concentrate on packing," joe said as he continued to place his things in his suitcases.
"hey, don't blame me," rosie responded with a small smile on her face. "you're the one that gave me one of your hoodies to change into and nothing else."
joe glanced down at rosie's bare legs,
for about the hundredth time since she put on the hoodie he gave her, and then looked back up at her smiling face. "and now i'm strongly regretting it."
"well, find a way to keep your concentration because i can tell you right now i'm probably never gonna give you back this hoodie. it's too comfy," rosario told him and got up from where she sat on the living room floor to go check on her phone which was on the charger in joe's room.
"can you bring me my laptop when you come back?" joe asked and rosie nodded her head at him as she walked into his bedroom.
she turned on her phone and sighed at all of the notifications that immediately began to come in. however, it was one notification that quickly caught her eye; a text message from aaron.
as rosie started to read the paragraph long message she could feel her stomach drop and heartbeat begin to quicken. after she finished reading the text message she went to her phone contacts and clicked on aaron's name. the phone rang multiple times until it went to voicemail. that did not help settle the uneasy feeling in rosie's stomeach.
rosie called again and again; both of the calls went to voicemail. however, that fourth time she hit the call button the phone was answered on the third ring.
"hello?"
rosario sighed in relief and immediately began speaking. "oh my god, aaron, you're okay. jesus, you scared the hell
out of me. i was so worried. i thought you–"
"rosie, wait, hold on." the girl then noticed that the voice did not sound like aaron's.
"m-matty," rosie stuttered out, her heartbeat that had just started to return to normal began to quicken once again.
"yeah it's me." rosie could hear him sniffling over the phone.
she took a quick breath before speaking. "where's aaron? is he– is he okay?"
matty took a moment before responding. "um, actually no. he's– he's gone, rosie."
matty paused and rosie could tell he was crying, which caused her vision to blur and a few stray tears to make their way down her cheeks. "rosie, he killed himself."
rosario closed her eyes to stop the tears from falling and breathed out a quiet, "what?"
"about an hour ago i showed up to his apartment and i-i saw him in his bathroom and he...he wasn't breathing. so, i called 911 and-and they said there was nothing they could do for him," matty began to cry harder over the phone and rosie bit down hard on her lip to stop her own sobs from coming out.
however, it was not able to work because in a matter of seconds rosie dropped the phone out of her hand and slid down to the floor as she began to heavily sob into her hands.
moments later, joe came in. "hey, what's taking you—"
upon seeing his girlfriend crying her eyes out on the floor, joe immediately sidled up next to her and pulled her into his arms.
"rio, what's wrong?" joe asked soothingly as he rubbed tentative circles on the girl's back.
"h-he's gone," rosie stuttered out in between her tears. as she said just those two words it made everything feel too real; which, sadly, it was.
joe never stopped rubbing circles on the girl's back. "what? who?"
"aaron," rosario finally said with a small sniffle. "he's gone."
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IMESSAGE
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rosie🌹
i know that you'll never read this, but i just need to say that you're not the one that should be sorry, aaron.
it's me. i'm the one that should be sorry. and i truly am so sorry.
at the exact moment i heard from matty that you weren't doing well i should've went and helped you through whatever you were going through.
but i didn't. instead i waited.
too long.
and for that i'll always be sorry. and the worst part about this is you'll never be able to know sorry am i and how much i regret so many things.
and i'm the one to blame for that. everything that happened is my fault
and once again i'm so freaking sorry, a.
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𝐁𝐄𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆 ( 𝘫𝘰𝘦 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘳𝘺 )
Fanfiction❝'cause all my bones are begging me to beg for you, begging me to beg for your love❞ in which a girl and her gay best friend- whom is not out of the closet yet- are fake dating, and then suddenly joe keery comes into the picture [ joe keery x...
