Short Stories

Where do I belong?

          You say you trust me, but I beg to differ. You say that I am worth all your time yet your actions don't show it. You say that we are friends but you don't talk to me. I wait for the time every day. Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock the times ticking. Soon I grow bored. Tired of waiting. I have been forgotten more than once. Your sorry's don't mean a thing anymore. I just nod my head pretending that everything is fine BUT IT'S NOT. I am tired of waiting to be acknowledged. You think you know me but you are wrong. When you are upset, I ask you whats wrong and try to make you smile. When I am upset and down in the dumps I seem to be invisible to you. You ignore me and talk with your other friends. I seem jealous because you have more friends than me. I trust people less easily than you. I AM ALONE. You say that's not true but look at my dull and tired eyes. Do I truly look happy and content? I feel nothing...I have no more feeling. It is not fine to be like this but I have alone daily.I am used to this.The time is ticking in my head and one day It will explode and burst a dark morass of depression will envelop me, hugging me and accepting me when no one accepted me.I don't belong here nor there. Back then I had friends but now when I see them we only acknowledge each other with a quick hey or nod. It's different but I have to accept that I am truly alone. Lost in the dark world. A world that people don't care about. Am I truly a lost cause? Do I really belong somewhere? Or am I an Outcast?  

sorry if its short...I will be working on a longer story for you guys on the next update!!!