Brad
5 years people say you can't change much but they are wrong because I am change, I'm not the same person I was five years ago when i finished high school let me tell you what happened those last five years.
Soon Madison left me, i was wrack I didn't want nothing but Maddie was gone, the guys too pulled me out of bed and took me to Tristan house and we started making vidoes, then a year later we got signed into record label and ever since then we been touring selling out albums.
"We still working on our night and day album day edition at the moment since we already sold our night edition"
"I haven't been in a Serious relationship since Maddie left I guess a part of me still was hoping she will come back and say she's wants me, but five years says a lot"
But sleeping with girls as people one night stands is what I'm being doing, I hate having one night stands but I don't want to fell in love my heart be alongs to Maddie.
"The boys are still in a relationship with the girls, is kinda but sickening seeing them in love and all that bullshit"
"Now I'm sitting on a couch working on our new album for our fans, is nice having fun that are appreciative is amazing I love our fans but they are some dirty minded people Specially when I come across fanfics I mean damn"
"Hey brad." Connor saids as he sits next to me eating chips.
"Hey con what's up." I asked continue wiring.
"Nothing just thinking where should I take Luisa for our anniversary next week, i mean I know she would love anything but i wanted it to make romantic." Connor saids as I roll My eyes listening him to talk about his love.
"Okay okay maybe you hate love doesn't mean you have to be a jark about it." Connor scoffs as he rolls his eyes.
"I do believe in love I just don't like hearing about it." I honestly tell him.
"The truth is I don't know what love is anymore my heart been to broken to try to believe"
"Well you have a funny way of showing it." Connor mutters to himself.
"I groan and slam my pen down and turn to Connor"
"If you want advice then hear this,
Take Luisa to nice this Italian that's down the street from here then take her to the beach set up a romantic picnic with a nice glass of wine and chocolate covered strawberries, then go home and have a nice sweet movie night." I say as I stand up and sigh."I'm sorry brad but thank you for the idea." Connor saids as he watch me go to the door.
"Yeah okay I'm going to have a fag I see you later." I say and walk out.
"I want outside and lit my cigarette and let the smoke feel my lungs"
"Smoking is bad for you, you know." I turn my head and I see James with his hands in pocket.
"I know but I needed this." I say putting back in my mouth.
"Thinking about Maddie." James saids making me turn my head since she left they never spoke about her I guess they it hurts.
"How you know?" I asked at how he guessed it.
"Because every since she left you been smoking and you picking at that bracelet that has Maddie name what she made for you, when you guys were little." James saids nodding at the bracelet on my wrist.
"You think I be happy if I go to LA and find her beg her to be with me?" I asked as I haven't been thinking about it.
"I think you be happy if you just saw her smile." James chuckles. Then adding, "but yes I think you well."
"Every-time we go to LA I always hope we bump into her but we never did, and it suck so bad." I say honestly then crashed my fag with my foot.
"I know and I know you still in love with her because every girl you sleep with looks like Maddie." James saids which makes me frown.
"They look nothing like Maddie don't say that ever." I spat which makes him hold up his hands in Surrender.
"I'm sorry." I sigh.
"Is okay Brad come on let's get work done." James saids patting my back.
"I sigh and walk in"
"Another day another song writing about Maddie"
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