Maddie
"One week"
"One week without his voice"
"One week without his face"
"One week without his kisses"
"One week without his cuddles"
"One week without his love"
I would be lying if I said I didn't want to pick up my phone call him right now like I feel for the last week but I can't he probably won't answer, I mean he said he didn't care about us but I do more then anything in the world that's all I care about I really wish he understood that my job is also important too just like his job. But I guess not.
Maybe I'm overreacting, thinking too much about this I mean I left him five years ago- of course he thinks I do it again but I just wish he trust me I won't do it anymore, but I don't know how it to show him I try everything I give him all of me but he still doesn't trust me.
I'm putting so much in this relationship maybe I'm going to fast and he wants to take it slow, ugh who I'm kidding this is brad he told me He told me he loved me first. He's the one that begged me to go back home when I should have stayed In LA just Incase something happen to the album but I didn't because I love him so much to say no!.
"Now I'm sitting on my living floor with my guitar in my hand streaming a tone that I wrote when I got back to LA that I finally finished this morning"
Nothing makes it hard to breathe
Like being in your company
When you've got someone new around your arms
I thought'd I'd be over it
To see you lock with other lips
I guess I'm just no good at moving on
I always tried to
Tell myself that
I'd fall in love with someone else
But oh my stubborn heart is set on you
And every night
I fall asleep just so
I can see you in my dreams
And now I think you ought to know the truth
Are you listenin?
I'm knocking on your heart
Could you let me in
Tell me I'm the one and I've always been
Cause I don't wanna wonder
If we'll ever meet again
I'm knocking on your heart
Could you let me in
When you left I made you swear
Our love would last
No matter where
And we would call each other every night
But nights turned into weeks
Turned into months
We didn't speak
And so we lost our sense of love over time
I always tried to
Tell myself that I'd
Fall in love with someone else
But oh my stubborn heart is set on you
And every night I
Fall asleep just so
I can see you in my dreams
And now I think you ought to know the truth
Are you listenin
I'm knocking on your heart
Could you let me in
Tell me I'm the one and I've always been
Cause I don't wanna wonder
If we'll ever meet again
I'm knocking on your heart
Could you let me in
I'm knocking on your heart
Could you let me in
Are you listenin?
I'm knocking on your heart
Could you let me in
Tell me I'm the one and I've always been
Cause I don't wanna wonder
If we'll ever meet again
I'm knocking on your heart
Could you let me in
"I sign as I felt tears rolling down my cheeks one fight make it feel like a break up why! I hate this feeling I'm not to Supposed to feel like this but I do one fight and I'm hurting so bad that it makes it hard to breath"
"My thoughts are interpreted by a knock on the door, I sigh get off the floor not even caring that I look like shit and look like that I been dumped, besides is probably just Jamie anyway"
"I open the door and my eyes are locked by two familiar brown loving eyes that are full of sorrow and brown hair that's damp by the LA rain that surprise everyone but I guess the weather felt my mood"
"Hi." Brad spoke softly as a frown reaching his mouth.
"Hi." I say In shock as I'm surprise to
see him.
"Can I come in?" Brad asked almost hesitantly.
"Sure." I say and move away from the door and let brad in, then I hurry went back to my living room and grab my lyrics and put them up and put my guitar back on the wall then turn around and see brad standing there rubbing the back of neck
Awkwardly.
"You can sit you know." I say softly.
"Yeah I know um thanks." Brad awkwardly saids as he sits down.
"So um what are you doing here?" I ask nervously not wanting to know the truth.
"Well um me and the boys got back to LA last night I was going to see you but it was late so you're were probably sleeping then we went to the studio and Maggie said you had a day off so I couldn't see and tell you I'm so sorry, and I'm really sorry and I didn't mean what I said, I care about us more then anything and I love you more then Life. But when you said you were leaving I saw the Maddie that left me five years ago and my heart was all over the place I didn't know what to do then say hurtful things to you to which I truly regret and I promise it won't happen again you have to believe me it won't." Brad saids as he gets down on knees and holds my face and wipe the tears away from my face.
"You need to trust me brad because if you don't then we wasting each other time here because I love you and I'm never going to leave you but you can't stop seeing me as that person brad,
What do I have to do to make you realize I'm not going to leave you please tell me so I can do it to make you trust me." I cry as brad cry with me still holding my face gently strokes my cheeks as tears flows.
"Nothing baby, you don't need to prove anything or do anything to make me trust you because I do I promise you baby I do trust you with everything in me, I'm just a idiot who don't realize he has the best thing in the world till she walks away and I'm sorry I make you feel like that I promise I do better I promise." Brad saids as he kiss my lips repeatedly.
"I forgive you brad." I say above a whisper.
"I do better I promise." Brad whispers as he holds me.
"I love you so much brad." I cry in his chest as he rocks us back and forth.
"I love you more Madison so much more baby." Brad saids as he kiss my head softly.
"Then all the sudden the rain and lightning turn into blue skies and sunshine just like the feeling in my heart"
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Emotional loves that's what this chapter is ahh I know how you guys wanted. but I have this one for a while so I decided on this one but thank you for all your love and support love you guys so much
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Couple of kids// sequels to personal// BWS
Hayran KurguI still love you and I know you still do We were kids when we say that how you still love me Because we still couple of kids
