'You're an idiot, you know that?'
'look at you, you're so fat'
Oh I'm sorry love, but have you looked in a mirror?
Because you could defiantly get thinner.
These are the words I tell that person
But the images only worsen.
'Its just the mirrior playing tricks'
'Its nothing closing my eyes cant fix'
When I close my eyes, all I see is me
All those times they told me with glee
That I wasnt good enough
That my confidence wasnt high enough
They laughed while I cried.
And that made them sad when I died.
But now I can watch you
Laugh at the things you go through.
The suffering and the pain
And all those attempts, in vain
To forgive yourself for what you did to me.
The old me died when you tourtured me with glee.
And now I watch you in pain.
Because there is nothing left for you to gain..