This one, in my opinion, is quite terrible. I just needed to get some things off my chest and onto paper. It doesn’t rhyme and it hardly works. But who cares, right?
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I wish that I could see myself
Not through a mirror,
But through someone else's eyes.
Would I see the ugly girl I see now?
Or would I see a sick girl,
The one that everyone tells me about.
The one thats collar bones stick out
and shoulders crack with a god awful noise?
Would my nose be as long as I see it,
Or my face as ugly and marked?
Would my eyes be too big
On my small face?
Would people pale,
At the ways I can bend?
Could something so normal to me
Be weird and abnormal to them?
I can only see what I see
And that makes me think
Maybe everyone else
Will only see myself as I see it
As some sad, lonely girl
That has the self confidence
Of a dead pet rock
People always say
That beauty is within.
But we are such hypocrites.
Because we always, always,
Judge a book by its cover.
