gorgeous;

05

~jinyoung's pov~

after i fell asleep again this morning i didn't have another nightmare which i'm very happy about.
the time is now 12:15 pm and i got a little shocked because i usually wake up at like at least 10. anyway i'm fucking hungry so i got up and went into my bathroom to pee
after that i went into my kitchen to make some food. i looked into the fridge and i'm happy that mark bought a lot of food before he went to his family because he know that i wouldn't go alone to the store
i decided to make some eggs and toast with a glass of water
simple as fuck but idc i'm lazy
i fixed the eggs and put my toast in the toaster and went into my bedroom to get my phone.
i remembered mine and jaebum's conversation earlier today and i just realised that he helped me today when i was very depressed by just texting me about simple stuff.
i decided to text him good morning even tho it's kind of late

"good morning jaebummie"
i wrote to him
i checked the eggs and my toast just got ready so i took everything and sat down in my living room.
i put on netflix "friends" because that's the shit okay
i started to eat and laughing here and there because of the tv show, even though i've seen it like 3 times i still laugh and i still love it.
(a/n this is me irl, i've watched friends like 4 times)

after i finished eating i went to put the dishes in the kitchen.
when i was in the kitchen i heard my phone go off in the living room
i walked back and sat down on the couch and picked up my phone
i smiled when i saw the text
"good morning, even tho it's late, gorgeous. how did you sleep?"
i smiled and was happy that he cared

"hi bummie, i slept well, you?"
i wrote back

"i slept good thanks for asking gorgeous"

"so bummie, do you have time to get to know each other?"
i asked him

"i always have time for you gorgeous"
he wrote and now i started blushing

"haha okay bummie, where are you from?"

"goyang, south korea. you?"

"i'm from changwon, but i live in seoul"
i answered
we talked for a while and we got to know each other.

~3rd person pov~

jinyoung was smiling at his phone the whole time and he was so focused on his and jaebum's conversation that he didn't notice mark, standing by the door. you see, mark came home earlier because there wasn't any flights tomorrow. jinyoung thought that if he was home alone, no one is going to see his cut up arms, but mark saw them clearly on his beautiful skin.

"jinnie?"
mark asked
jinyoung got scared and tried to hide is arm but mark has already seen his scars.

"h-hi mark, you're early"
jinyoung said nervously

"yeah there wasn't any flights tomorrow. but why?"
jinyoung knew what he meant but he didn't answer.

"jinyoung look at me"
mark said firmly but softly
jinyoung looked up at mark and he saw that jinyoung has glossy eyes.

"i'm sorry mark"
jinyoung started to cry and mark was fast as lightning to hug him.

"shhh it's okay jinnie, i'm not mad at you but i still want to know why"
mark said

"i-i had a nightmare t-that my father a-abused me again, a-and no one was here and i d-deserved it"
jinyoung said still crying

"my sweet jinyoung, you do not deserve it. you are perfect and gorgeous and i love you"
jinyoung smiled when he heard "gorgeous".
mark lifted up jinyoung's head and placed a kiss on his forehead.

"i'm sorry that i weren't here jinnie. i know that you have a hard time when you have your nightmares but we'll get trough this together okay?"
mark said to him and jinyoung just nodded

"by the way, why were you smiling at your phone the whole time?"
mark asked with a warm smile

"i was talking to jaebum"
jinyoung said with a little blush
mark cooed

"who's that?"

"um, a guy who gave me his number and he is so handsome mark. he calls me gorgeous all the time and i like it. we were talking about ourselves so that we're closer and stuff"
jinyoung explained.

"do you have a little crush?"
mark asked half smiling half smirking

"n-no we've just been talking since like yesterday"

"you're lying! you stutter when you lie jinnie"
mark said laughing and jinyoung cursed at himself but laughed anyway

"i like him a lot but i don't think that he likes me"
jinyoung said sadly

"i bet that he likes you too jinyoung"

they talked for a while about just stuff while jaebum was talking to jackson about jinyoung.

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hello my beautiful babies! this chapter was kind of bad so i'm sorry!
i hope that you liked this chapter
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