JODIES EYES WERE OPEN but she wasn't saying a word and in fact, she was looking forward, she blinked but her orbs didn't move at all. Traumatized is what she was and Casper couldn't bare it, especially when the kids started talking to her and she wasn't responding or she didn't even look at them.
Doctors say she was gonna be in shock but it's been the matter of a week. Casper held her hand and she stared into the distance. His parents are watching the kids in the lobby and keeping them occupied. When Rosemarie came she flipped and she screamed also cried because she didn't know that little Sadie was dead. She wanted to murder Colin, he was arrested and has been charged, but Casper hoped that she would go to court and testify against him to get an even longer time sentence without parole. Rosemarie ended up leaving because she couldn't bare the pain, she said she will be back later on.
Casper wanted him to suffer and so he called up some friends that happened to be in Austin penitentiary and they would do everything that he did to Jodie. He told Rosemarie that and she instantly felt a bit better because Colin did some cruel things to Jodie that no one should ever talk about.
"Jodie." Casper called her name and she kept staring off in front of her, he held her hand and his thumb rubbed the base of her hand. "I remember when I first saw you, I thought you were the most gorgeous woman I ever laid eyes on. I use to think that about Cindy Crawford but she could never top you. I first saw was your smile, that pretty smile of yours that I have to see everyday. If I don't see you, I lose my mind and I try to find some type off excuse just to see you because you're the person I constantly want to be around."
"I'm also in love with you and also your kids. I could spend endless hours talking to them and they would make me laugh also smile so hard, I love when they see me and they hug me so tight. I especially love when little Lana plays with my hair and most of all I'm gonna miss Sadie and her wet kisses she would give me on my cheek, I purposely had a hanky just for her because she left so much slobber on my cheek all the time." He smiled at the end but it faded away at the thought of her being gone. "A little innocent baby." he thought.
"I-I always thought it would be every blue moon for me to find someone who kept me on my toes and made me blush like you do, I always felt like a little teenage girl who's helplessly in love with this amazing guy. I promise to take care of you after all this and I'll give my all to you for the rest of my life if you're willing to let me do so, together or not together it wouldn't matter to me." Casper declared and he bites his lip as he stared at her. "I'll put off my college for another year if you want, I was suppose to leave in September which is in about five months from now but you need me so I'll just wait till next year.
Like that Jodie's eyes moved and they met his brown caramel orbs. "Y-You can't do that." Her voice croaked and Casper couldn't help but smile as he rested his head on her palm then he kissed it. "God, I'm so glad you're talking." He sniffled and Jodie lifted her arm slightly that was wrapped up in a cast, she rubbed his hair. "Casper you-you can't delay your dream because of me and there's not one day you don't talk about becoming a Doctor, I-I want you to succeed in life." She says to him and Casper raises his head. "I have one year left, it-it can wait—"
"No Casper." Jodie stated and he rubbed his face. "I'm not letting you Casper, I don't care how horrible my life is right now. . You can't do that to yourself because it will make me feel guilty because that's your dream." She added and Casper looked at her, he slowly nodded her head and she sniffles. She rubbed his cheek. "Okay, I just want everything for you and I want to make sure you'll be okay without me being around."
Jodie nodded and her hair was matted against the back of her head, eyes are droopy, lips were chapped and she looked lifeless but he still finds her so beautiful. "Casper, I've been through hell most of my life and I can go through it again but this time. . I'll save myself, I know that my baby is dead and I might never accept it but I-I can't let myself rot away. I may be free from another demon but I still have more on the inside to fight. . I want to do it on my own."
