Drrrrrrrrr!!! The school bell rang.
*deep breath in, deep breath out*
Unang hakbang paloob ng bago kong classroom. Nakita ang mga bago kong ka-klase. Magulo. A paper plane zooms across my face almost hitting me. People improperly in their seats, shouting and laughing.
I try to maneuver my way through the chaotic classroom.
I take a seat sa likod at sulok ng classroom sa tabi ng bintana.
I sit patiently by myself looking at a view of the school and students outside. I feel the soft subtle breeze as it hits my face. The white dusty window sill with vandals of all kinds. A collection of writing from students. It's interesting to see. The window only slowly cracked open. I stare into blankness.
*footsteps*
Teacher - Hello class, Welcome to a new semester. I wish you all good luck.
Teacher - and class, I am informing you may bago pala kayong ka-klase, she is a tranfer student and new to this school. Eliza Mae Reyes, will you please introduce youself..
She looks at me. And I stare blankly at her.
Teacher - Miss Reyes, please stand up from your seat
Ako'y tumayo galing sa inuupoan ko, ramdam ko ang bugat ng titig ng lahat ng tao sakin.
Stiffly I stand there nervousnesly. I say "Hi, nice to meet you all. My name is Eliza, pero pwede nyo lang ako tawaging Liza. Ako'y 16 years old at sana maging friends ako with most of you"
My hands shaking. I say it quickly para makaupo na ulit ako.
I wish I can make good new friends at this school.
Skip....
*Break time*
may nilapitan ako na mga babae, I slowly approach them and say Hi.
"hey pwede ba tayo maging friends?"
girl 1 - of-course not, kala mo kung sino ka!
She shouts at me. Did I do something wrong?
girl 2 - di ka nababagay samin, shoo!!
With the tone of her voice, it seems like I've done the worst thing to her.
Ughh! This day isn't going out so well.
I sit down to have my lunch.
May pumaltok sa ulo ko ng mga paper balls. I'm showered with a bunch of paper.
Hahahahahahahahaha
hahahaahaahahaaha
hahahahahahahahaha
pinagtawanan pa ako ng buong klase
I sit there silently as the whole class laughs at me.
I say no word.
ughhh!! Bakit ba nangyayare sakin toh?
gusto ko lang naman magkaroon ng mga bagong kaibigan.
Do I deserve this?
Skip to end of school day
Palabas na ako sa classroom nung...
may matangakad na tumuon sa balikat ko ng siko nya. Matangkad na lalaki o baka ako lang ang maliit.
Aaminin ko. Maliit ako. Pero ang bastos naman nyang gawin akong tuonan.
I walk quicly home. Longing for the comfort of my bed.
*Slams Door* Bang!!!
ughh! it's so good to be home.
nagbihis ako at tinabi ang aking mga gamit.
I sit at the dinner table kasama si Mama. I take a sip of the warm soup sbe prepared for me.
Mama - nak, kamusta naman ang araw mo?
"ok lang naman po ma"
Di ko pwedeng sabihin sa kanya na di naging maayos ang araw ko. Ayaw kong magalala sya sakin.
Sana maging mas maayos ang araw ko bukas. Sana magkaroon na ako ng kaibigan.
BINABASA MO ANG
Nag-Mahal, Nasaktan, Natulog?
Novela JuvenilI met someone, my first friend, then he became my best friend. I fell in-love. Well maybe it wasn't love. I was unsure. Until something happened. I thought my life was over. I needed to find a way. Find a way to bring things back to how they were. ...
