And sometimes, she wonder if;
She deserves your patience,
She deserves your attention,
She deserves every second of your time,
She deserves your smiles and laughter,
She wonder if she deserves every beat of your heart,
the bliss in your eyes,
and the way you feel right now.
She wonder if she deserves your love...she wonder if she deserves you.
She was already contented with the life she had, before you came.
She was already happy with her pen,
she finds comfort when writing,
She knows everybody leaves,
that's why she drowned herself with words.
She dreamt of a Prince, who would save her one day
She's no damsel in distress,
She's just a strong girl,
with a weak side
She didn't seen you coming
It was unexpected,
It was the love she never thought she would have.
Promises, sympathetic words, and sugary lies,
She all heard it, she all felt it.
She was high, she felt drugged..drugged of his love.
And she was also her antidote.
But it was as how it came,
Unexpected, indeed.
The love that fast occurred,
just suddenly ended.
The flower that once bloomed,
got overly dried.
Now her heart's slowly falling apart,
Her lifeline straightened,
feels like she just died.
He left him up in cloud nine,
knowing she's already falling,
He didn't intend to catch her.
She got no where to go.
And now she's back to where she was before,
back on her sword and her shield,
back on her protecting gears,
back on her comfort zone..
She writes even though she's broke,
coz in that way, she will be healed.
She writes even though she's scattered,
coz writing is the only way she could bring herself back as a whole.
She writes to remember, she writes to move on..
