Dont know what to do

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(Y/n) Pov
The first thing I thought about when I woke in bed was Annie. Why, just why? Why did Annie have to do something like that? I just don't understand. Sighing deeply I get out of bed and head down for breakfast with the other cadets. I sit down at one of the tables that seemingly happen to be empty. *ugh* I groan out in complete Boredom. Ever since commander Erwin has been busy with the expedition plans, so have the cadets with their training. Hanji is now depressed about Sony and Bean, and father Levi is not paying any kind of attention to me what so ever. I sigh again staring down at the table and stare off into space in my own little world.



*BOOM!* well that was until the commander came in, my father by his side with the sternest face I've ever seen him have. My head now up with wide (e/c) eyes I stare in shock at the two. "Everyone line up we are doing a 3D maneuver gear check!" The commander yells at everyone to line up, and one by one that's what they did. There were curious whispers here and there upon the cadets until the commander spoke once more. "We are all here for the incident of Sony and Bean if your curious." Erwin says sternly not once letting up his mood. I downcast my eyes as I suddenly remember Annie killing Sony and Bean. "What do I do?" I whispered to myself. Should I just turn Annie in or should I keep this to myself. "If I turn Annie in they might think that I just had something to do with this, or they could believe me and interrogate Annie and I could go on my merry way." I whispered again. Glancing up from my position, I freeze when I see father looking at me. Shit what if he heard me. His grey eyes pierce into my (e/c) ones turning slight orange in panic but leaving as quickly as it came. I turn away, but I can feel his powerful stare on my back, practically burning holes into me. "Look away, look away." I quietly say to my self. Calming down slightly. "Find anything commander?" Levi asked. "Not at the moment.....dismissed!" Commander dismissed the cadets and I watch Annie leave with my eyes trailing her every move. *gasp!* I gasped as a firm hand landed on my shoulder slightly gripping it. I turn to see who it is..only to wish I didn't. "H-hi father." I stuttered. "Tch, meet me in my office, in about five minutes." Was all he said giving me a glare then walking away probably to his office again. I stand up and start walking to his office so I don't end up late.
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I knocked on his office door after about five minutes waiting and walk in when he said I could enter. I closed the door and casted my eyes down on the sparkly clean floor, suddenly finding it interesting. "Have a seat." He said, and so I did. "Look at me (y/n) when I'm talking to you." I quickly looked up at father, after hearing his harsh words towards me. "W-what is I-it that y-you need fa-father?" I asked shaking slightly. "You know who did it, don't you?" My (e/c) eyes widen to the size of dinner plates, perhaps even bigger. I was now inwardly panicking at this. Say something. "I-i don't kn-" I was then cut off by father yelling at me. "I know you know something! So stop playing dumb you STUPID BRAT!" I froze. Never has father ever yelled at me like that before. I was scarred and heartbroken, did he not want me anymore? These types of thoughts now swarmed in my head. The other situation now long gone for now. And I am trying to hold in my tears as I don't want to cry in front of someone mostly in this situation to. "You know what, I don't even know why I took you in! For Fucks sake you are so USELESS and a BURDEN! Go to your room!!" That was it. Tears started coming down my soft cheeks slowly, as I got up from the chair and went into mine and fathers room, glancing once at father. My (e/c) eyes turning a deep deep blue, so I quickly looked away and shut the door behind me. Then slowly walking towards the bed I climbed in, not bothering to get under the covers and just laying there thinking, eyes not fading to there original (e/c) color once. One minute. Two minutes. Three, four..and five. "I am a burden, aren't I?" I asked myself believing father Levis words. Every. Single. One. "After all...who would want a demon." My voice cracked while saying the word demon, now leaving me quietly sobbing into my arms then falling asleep into a deep slumber.

Levi's Pov
I sat there at my desk thinking over what I just said. *sigh* "I'm such an idiot." I mumble rubbing my templet. Why did I say such things. None of that was true, I was just so-so angry at the fact that someone in the walls of the HQ is trying to destroy everything we have done so far, to save humanity. And so when I saw her whispering to herself at the lunch table, I knew she knew something. And so when she didn't tell me, it just frustrated me more. Causing an uproar of hurtful lies to come out. "I should make things right again." I say standing up and walking to our bedroom. I open the door and look around spotting her on the bed curled up and on top of the covers. *sigh* walking over to (y/n) I pick up her small form cradling her in my right arm, while using the left to move the covers. Placing her little body down on the soft bed I place the covers over her and look out the window. "It's getting late." I tell myself. Paperwork could wait till tomorrow, so I walked over to my side of the bed, moved the covers off again getting in then placing them back, except over both me and (y/n) this time. And scooped her up in my arms planting a kiss on her head, petting her soft (h/c) hair then hugging her small body close to mine, eyes slowly closing as sleep starts taking over. "Goodnight (y/n), I love you don't ever forget that." And with that I fell asleep.

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