Time || Solby

This book is now of legal age.... To drink apple juice duh

Itz chptar twunzie juan soz I ffeal lik itz oh kay tu spelztuff rongly

Sorry I'm done now(if u understood that completely tell me cause I can barely do it)

S  A  M

I dragged myself out of bed and groaned, feeling my back ache. I must have been sleeping in a rough position. I stumbled into the bathroom and brushed my teeth, ignoring my razor and going for the 'forgot-to-shave' look. I went downstairs and flopped into a chair, checking my YouTube.

I felt like crap.

I had a headache the night before and even though it was gone now, it prevented me from getting much sleep. I felt like I hadn't stretched in years. I loosened my muscles by shaking out my arms and rolling my shoulders a bit. 

I'd been thinking about Colby too. I wasn't worried about Bella, that was just a spur of the moment jealousy. Now the words that floated through my head were ones I wanted to block out, ignore. I didn't want to think about the possibility that...

Never mind.

I stood up and grabbed myself some leftovers from some random place. It's probably Corey's. I sat down again and pulled up Instagram, posting a picture of me wearing a Tom & Jerry shirt. (If you haven't watched Tom & Jerry did you even have a childhood?) (also I smacked my chin on a metal bar the other day in an epic clumsy fail(that's beside the point) but I can't even rest my head on my hands while I write cause it hurts 😑) The blue tones of the picture matched how I felt; blue. 

I couldn't shake the awful feeling that I was right, and that there was something hiding in the dust of Colby and I's relationship that I should've been more careful about. I shouldn't have just assumed... 

Time to stop thinking. The more I thought the more I thought it was true. I didn't want it to be true. If it was true then it was all for nothing. All that time wasted.

I'm sorry