Affection// Tarrison fanfic (tom holland boyxboy ) {completed}

Chapter 59

I know I've been gone for so long but I finally finished school and I'm back.

I got news... this book will probably end on chapter 60 or something not sure 100% but not more than 5 chapters

I love this book so much and I wanna keep developing this story so I'm gonna do a book 2 please tell me in the comments below if u want that or I should just end the book. If this book reaches 50k reads I'll start book 2 :)

Song: I got you on my mind by NF

" you got me thinking things I never used to

I'm not the phone type, I'd rather be with you 

sometimes I hold back from saying 'i miss you'

but I miss you"

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no one's pov 

"are you sure it'll help?" tom asked his therapist 

" many patients tried hypnosis and they all felt better afterward"

tom was on the edge about doing this but the dreams are getting worse than ever and he needed to know the reason behind them.

"okay" tom  said nodding 

( i dont know how hypnosis works so sorry if this completely wrong)

" relax your muscles and close your eyes" 

tom did what he said 

" now don't think of anything else and just focus on my voice. you're slowly going into a deep sleep" 

the therapist noticed tom was under hypnosis after a few minutes and he began with the questions 

" tell me about the dreams again tom"

" they start with me being a kid again, i'm standing in a living room and there are two people fighting in front of me" the thought of the dreams starts to make tom shiver

" relax tom, you're safe here it's just you and i, try your best to continue "

" they don't notice that i'm there and the screaming starts to become louder, the guy gets mad and ends up slapping the woman making me gasp and start crying the man looks at me but  cant see his face clearly, he begins to come towards me grabbing  a vase and throws it at me, i scream and before it hits me i wake up" tom is crying at this point and he starts to shake 

the therapist knows how hard it is for patients under hypnosis to face their inner demons but he is determined to help tom and that's why he doesn't take him off the hypnosis and continues even though he sees how bad tom is reacting.

" tom do you think is just a random dream or maybe it's a memory?"

" i don't know, i cant see the faces of the people and the house i'm in isnt the house that i lived in so i'm not sure" 

"hmm, tom this maybe hard for you but i need you to try your best to remember the faces of the people, just take a deep breath and follow my words..

you're in the house, you look around to try to recognize your surroundings, try to remember anything, a photograph maybe, look at the people in front of you and try to recognize anything in them, the color of their hair, their voice.."

tom furrows his eyebrows and the therapist knows that he's starting to recognize something 

" you can do it tom, the image is starting to become clearer and clearer.. what do you see?"

the therapist claps his hands and tom gets up with panting with tears coming down his face 

the therapists is worried as to why tom is so panicked 

" what is it tom?"

"i know who the people in my are" he said holding back a sob 

" who are they" 

" it's my mom and dad" 

the therapist is confused  

" but i thought you didnt recognize the house?"

"yeah because it isnt the house i grew up in"

the therapist wants to ask again but tom answers directly 

" it's my biological dad, and it was in his house