Grayson Dolan imagines FINISHED BOOK

Were all in this together

Y/Ns POV

Everything around the room was growing foggy as you were nervously awaiting the results. Your hands were growing sweaty as your eyes were focused on the timer slowly ticking down. The toilet seat from under you felt like it was about to suck you in as you kept bouncing your foot up and down. Your kept running your hands through your hair. Nerves were filling your veins as the timer kept ticking down. Your mind was going in a million directions as you were sitting their in complete silence. The house was eerily silence as you were the only one home at the moment. Your parents were at work and your siblings at friends. You chose to stay home to see if maybe just maybe your gut feeling was wrong.
The timer began singing off as it finally hit zero. Reaching for your phone you glance at the small white stick resting on the perfect white ceramic sink. Your heart was racing at a million miles per hour. Your veins felt as if they were shot up with a drug that was way to much for your body. Everything around you spun as you shakily went to grab the test.
Two bright pink lights were taunting you as your eyes studied it. Everything around you felt as if it were crumbling down at your feet. All of your plans were thrown out of the roof. All of your travel plans before college, going to college full time, and your relationships with people. This was a life changing and long term commitment. A commitment that you were going to have to tell your expecting boyfriend about.
Tears began to overflow your eyes as you thought of Grayson who was at his parents without a care having the time of his life. Having last seen him two hours ago you knew he was going to find it odd if you randomly showed up to his house on a day he was filming with Ethan. You two had this sort of unspoken rule of not going to his house or vise versa when either one of you were filming or doing something that required for minimal distractions.
Sighing your fingers dainty swiped off the tears that were cascading down your soft skin. Your eyes were bloodshot and your whole body language looked sad. Getting up from the toilet seat you decided that this couldn't wait and you had to tell Ethan now.
Knocking on the door you let out a shaky breath hoping that Cameron was the one to open the door and not Lisa. You weren't ready to face Lisa yet and tell her about the unplanned pregnancy. Just with your luck Lisa's smiling face came into your vision making your heart speed up much more.
"Hey Y/N, come in." Her smile radiated off of your face as she took a step to her side to let you in. Smiling back at her you politely greet her as you search around for the boys.
"He's in his bedroom filming with E. They actually just started. I don't know if you want to wait or leave and come back in three hours. You know how they get when they film." She softly spoke with a light chuckle at the end of her sentence.
"Yeah, umm can you please tell him i came by and tell him I have something really urgent to tell him? I'm going to go back to my place and I'll be there. Umm I'll see you soon Lisa." You force a smile on your face before quickly leaving the house not wanting to break down in front of his mother.
Before you knew it three hours flew by and the sound of your doorbell echoed through the entire house. Rushing down to the door you swing the door open and stare right into two familiar hazel eyes who were filled with concern.
"Ma told me you had something urgent to tell me. Are you okay? Is something wrong?" Grayson began rambling off as you let him inside the house. Ignoring his questions you led him into the living room to talk to him.
"Umm it is urgent. I think I'm okay, at least I hope I am. Umm anyways I have something really important to tell you. Before I do say it I just want you to know that I really love you." You nervously whisper at him as tears began to overflow in your eyes. Taking notice in this Grayson leaned forward grabbing your hands in his to try and comfort you.
"I love you too, now tell me before I go crazy." He whispers while tucking a piece of your hair behind your ear and letting his touch linger on your skin. Leaning into the touch you close your eyes letting a few droplets escape your eye. Sucking in a harsh breath you open your eyes before finally coming out with it.
"I'm pregnant." You slowly blurt out with your eyes still shut. After a few moments of complete silence you open your eyes to look at Grayson. His eyes were glazing over and his lips were set apart as he tried to digest the sentence that just came out of your mouth. His mind was going a billion miles per hour as he tried not to freak out in front of you. His breathing began to grow harder to do and his body began to shake with nerves.
"No, that can't be right. We wore protection every time. Are you sure you took the test right? How many did you take? This isn't possible." He began rambling off while taking his hand off of yours and placing them in his hair.
"It is possible Grayson. Protection only works 90% of the time and I did take the fucking test right. I took eight to be exact and seven of them came out positive. Look," you angrily mutter out as you shove three of the pregnancy test in front of his face for him to see.
"I can't be a father. I'm so young for this oh my gosh. I'm sorry but I can't do this. I can't," his figure was rushing towards the door trying to escape the house. Your heart broke into a thousand shards as your mind thought of everything to say.
"Grayson Bailey Dolan don't run away from your problems! This is your child just as much as mine. If you leave that door right now you sure as hell won't be apart of the baby's life." You yell out an ultimatum hoping that he wouldn't walk through the large wooden door out into the over a hundred degree weather.
With one last look at you Grayson set his focus on the floor, arm still on the handle he shook his head before opening it and walking out. Your heart felt as if it were in your stomach at that exact moment. Your whole body completely just stoped functioning as you fell onto the floor. Sobs escaping your body made you feel so weak that you just rested on the floor.
Dashing through the door Ethan's mother looked at him frightened by how pale his face was. Ethan wasn't sure what was wrong with Grayson as he ran inside the room looking sick. He took off his headphones and spun around on the chair.
"What's wrong with you? Why does it look like you've seen a gosht?" Ethan asked wanting to know what could have happened at your house. He knew Grayson went over to you after they were done with filming. Their mom informed him of what you left for her to tell him and he took of in that exact moment. Ethan was in shock to see his twin hiding under heaps of blankets, just as he would do when he was a child hiding away from his issues.
"Nothing." He bluntly responded while burying his face into his pillow trying to block out the outside world.
"What do you mean nothing? Clearly something happened over there. Talk to me Grayson. What happened? Did she break up with you? Is she pregnant or something? Why are you acting so weird." Ethan asked studying his actions. When Grayson stopped moving and let out a strangled noise from his lips he knew that one of his guesses was correct. His mind bounced back and forth between the two that he said before he came to a conclusion.
"Is Y/N pregnant? Did you just fucking run out of her house because she told you she was pregnant?" Ethan asked and when he got no response again he knew he was right.
His eyes grew wide before anger ran through his body. Getting up from his chair he went over to Grayson. Gripping the sheets he pulled them off of Grayson making him fall onto the floor with a loud thud alerting his mother and father who were downstairs.
"Boys is everything okay?" Their father asked from the bottom of the stairs but neither of the two responded.
"What the fuck was that for!" Grayson's chest heaved up and down as he got up trying his best to control his anger.
"You fucking ass-wipe! Did you or did you not leave Y/N at her house after she told you she was pregnant?" Ethan stared down his twin waiting for him to respond. He knew the answer already but wanted to hear it from him.
"Yes I did leave her house because she told me she was pregnant okay! I freaked out and need to get the hell out of there. I feel like shit for doing it but now what can I do? What's done is done and she even told me that if I left I wouldn't be apart of the baby's life. I fucked up big time because I'm a coward okay! Is that what you wanted to fucking hear!" Grayson panicked. His hands began to shake and his eyes became overpowered by a strong sea of water. His face grew wet as his mind grew foggy. Everything around him felt as if it were in slow motion. His twin wrapped his arms around him trying comfort his body. He rocked him back and forth trying to get his attention. Grayson listened to him, his voice once being the only thing that could calm him down soon soothing his frantic mind.
Once he was calm enough to understand and process everything that was on Ethan's mind, Ethan put his hands on his shoulders and stared right into his eyes.
"Look Grayson. I know you are young, both of you are but the moment you started taking this huge step in the relationship you agreed with having kids. The child growing inside of Y/N, is a child that was created from the love you two hold for one another. I'm pretty positive she's freaking out just as much as you are. Do not run away from your problems do you understand me. I want you to go back into her house and I don't care how much it takes but you are going to beg to be let in and talk to her. The two of you are going to have to grow up in more ways than one now that there's a baby involved. Don't fuck up the baby's life by being a dead-beat father." Ethan scolded him with a cold gaze that terrified Grayson. He knew his twin was right. He had to be there for you and the baby. He knew he had to grow up and become mature in more ways than one to raise the baby and continue the thriving relationship he had with you.
"Okay," he whispered out as he got up off the bed and out his bedroom door. Grayson's mind was set on going to you that when his parents asked him what was going on he ignored them and continued to dash out the door to you.
Your heart felt heavy as you cuddled up to you couch. Your parents texted you earlier telling you that they were going to stay out till late meaning you had the whole house to yourself. You hated being alone, most of the time they were out late you would invite Grayson over which resulted in you now being with child and a crying mess on the couch wondering if you were going to raise the baby alone.
You never once imagined yourself having to raise a child by yourself, or let alone be pregnant at the age of 18. You had yet to accomplish to many goals but you knew that by getting intimate with Grayson you were signing up to get pregnant and have a child at some point. You just wished it would have been later on and not now.
The loud sound of someone banging the wooden door burst your train of thought. You peek over to the door and let out a tired sigh before getting up with the blanket wrapped around you. All the energy you had inside of your body had been sucked out the moment Grayson walked out the door.
You didn't even bother to check who was at the door but the moment you did you wished you would have.
"Go away." You mutter as you try to shut the door on him but he was quicker than you and placed his body halfway through the entrance pushing the door back towards you.
"No. I'm not leaving you. Not now and not ever. I know you are pissed at me. I know you probably don't want to see me right now but don't push me away. We are both going to go through this together. We are all in this together. We are both going to raise this child together. This is someone that we both created and will love with out entire being. Don't push me out please," Grayson cried out now fully inside the house with his hand wrapped around your wrist. You eyes studied his expression. His eyes were full of hope, anxiety, and guilt. His lips quivered as he tried not to break down in front of you. His face was wet from the tears that were rolling down his tan face. Instead of responding back verbally you take a step towards him and press the pad of your thumb gently on his skin to remove the tears that kept rolling down his face.
"I love you," you whisper as you lean your forehead against his.
"I love you too," he broke out into a smile as he spoke cupping your face and pulling you into a kiss. Both of your lips moved together in a passion the two of you have never felt before. Pulling away from each other Grayson's large palm rested on your stomach making you smile softly as he kneeled in front of it.
"And I love you. Gosh I can't wait to meet you." He whispered against your non-existent bump and pressing a soft kiss on it. Smiling at him you grabbed his hand and pulled him back up to press another kiss on his lips.
"You are going to be an amazing father," you smile as you wrap your arms around his neck staring into his bright hazel eyes.
"You are going to be an amazing mother and I can't wait to experience parenthood with you."
Smiling softly at your boyfriend you felt at peace with everything. You knew when you told your parents they were going to be extremely disappointed but with Grayson by your side you knew everything was going to be okay.