Only Strip For Me || JJK [BOOK I] ✔️

35: A Feeling When I'm With You

The bare branches spiked into the sky, no sign of life to be found anywhere. It was so dark I was barely able to see where I was going. There were only small sounds of rustling bushes and the howl of the wind. The trees were densely packed together, leaving just enough space to allow someone to maneuver through. My wet hair from my shower earlier brushed along my face with the wind. I pressed my palm against the tree's rough bark, and breathed in the scent of the forest. The smell of life.

Just half a mile away from the cabin, vapor risen to the atmosphere from a small circular body of water. There was a hot spring located amongst a cliff, the vast trees exposed beneath and stretched among the perimeters. The serrated ground affecting me to reach the tops of the hill. The steamy dew misting in my direction as the wind current guides. A head poked out from the water, hands shifting back the drenched hair, pouting from the submerge.

I almost tumbled back as the moon light highlighted his shoulder and collarbones. His hair swept back, he noticed my noise of rustle beneath the fallen leaves.

His arms rested on the borders of the nature's spa, exposing his ripped chest.

His hair swayed back in a perfect fix, the ends of his strands dripping along the side of his forehead to his chin. 

"It's kind of late, you haven't slept?"

I picked up the baggy pants he let me wear. "I wanted to go for a walk since It's very relaxing here."

"It is, I come here often when I'm going through tough times and just need to calm myself. Or If I'm trying to escape, like now. You're actually the first person to come here." He bit his bottom lip briefly.

I walked closer to the steam bath, I was just too curious. "Can I ask you something?"

I received a clearer view of his face as the crescent glowed upon him, his eyebrow raised.

"Go ahead."

"Why does your dad treat you that way? Is he actually your father or?..." I bent down with my knees to my chest.

He sighed with a smirk. "I don't know why either, I'm his biological child. I ask myself the same thing every day, every time he lays a hand on me, almost beating me to death. It might have to do with my mom. I'm not sure."

"Your mom? Is something wrong with her?"

"I don't know." His voice lowered, hands falling into the water. His face darkened as tears were relatively meeting his lash line. This side of him was different. His hunger and lust was only a getaway from the pain and torture.

"I'm sorry...I shouldn't have asked." I planted my hand in the water allowing it to sway back and forth.

"It's fine." He dipped his shoulders in the bath.

We kept quiet for a minute, listening to the frog's chat in the woods energetically.

"Why are you just sitting there? Come join me." He walked closer to the border of where I had been sitting. I moved back a little as his voice seemed to already change into a sensual kind.

"Mr. Jeon?" I wasn't sure of his intentions, if it was the starving side of him urging to eat all of me suddenly.

He softly chuckled. "What's wrong? I'm not going to do anything. Just sit in the warm water, it feels really good. I promise." He held out his wet palm.

"But I just took a shower and changed into new clothes." I still felt the dampness in my roots, my hair was still soaked.

He spurt water my direction drenching my top. My bra was now visible. "Hey!" I scrunched my forehead.

He shrugged with a playful grin. "I have extra clothes in the cabin. Now come." He offered his hand.

I exhaled in irritation and slipped my hands into his, feeling his moisture become one with mine. The temperate waters balanced with my chilled skin, my muscles relaxing immediately. My calves sunken and then my hips doused in the bath.

"Feels good, right?" He allowed our hands to levitate on the surface of the water.

"It does." I smiled, I could see a portion of my face directly on the moving stream.

"Since you asked me something, can I ask you a question?"

I nodded, immersing further and the loose clothes I had worn wavered in the water.

"Last night when I attempted to...why did you come back? You should've left, I'm dangerous and I could've hurt you." He un-winded his clasp with mine and glanced towards the moon's reflection.

"I don't think you're dangerous." He was mystical and strange since the day I've met him, but there were certain things that I understood of him. Something telling me that he needed someone not necessarily for sexual needs. But for comfort.

"When I look at you, there's something more than just a sex drive. I don't know what it is...but whatever it is... it's not allowing me to leave your place. You wouldn't hurt anyone. The only person you're tempted to hurt is yourself. You seem lonely and vulnerable. So.." I coughed in awkwardness of my next words, his gaze studying me instantly.

"...if you want you can use me. You can keep me as your relief, your remedy. Just don't-"

I was distracted as his hands soothed over my lower cheeks and he settled his cloudy lips on mine. Slowly, inexorably, it was soft and gentle. Different from our previous intimacy. My cheeks exposing the heat inside of me. Our bodies now pressed firmly, his frame colliding on mine, my heart missing it's beat almost. We held the kiss for seconds, before our lips began to move in perfect sync, slowly, cautiously. My entire body taken over by the overwhelming feeling of relief and lust.

His fingers moved from my cheek to the back of my head, fingers entangling with my hair, adding pressure to our lips.

He broke the kiss allowing me to catch my breath. "...Thank you for saying those words."

The grip of his hand behind my neck traced over my shoulder. Our muted conversation once again spoke in our stare. Our breaths still mixing with the nature's air. I was engulfed with his glorious eyes. Those pupils bearing of a raging cyclone, but kindness and purity ingrained deeply.

Feelings that I have, but I couldn't distinguish.     

A/N: I HAVE A FEELING! WOOOOHOOOOO! 🎶 How do you think the story is going so far? I can't believe this story was ranking #237 a few days ago!! Thank you to everyone reading and voting on my trash, I didn't even have time to edit this chapter...School is annoying! Okay bye, I have to write a History paper 🤢.

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