Chapter 37

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Cameron's pov

We finished with Orlando and I was actually somewhat fun. I took a ton of pictures and we made some pretty fucking hilarious vines. I noticed a bunch if the girls kept flirting with me since I was technically single. It seemed wrong to flirt back (even though I knew they love it) since I just broke up with Sarah.

We were in Washington DC and it was really nice here. I couldn't help but think how much Sarah would like it.

I wonder if she would still wants to be friends with me. She was a pretty amazing girl until Nash tried to fuck her.

Anyway. It was probably best that I didn't think about her right now. We got set up at the convention center and the fans were starting to come in. We pretty much did the same thing as last time. And I told everyone what happened.

"I thought you guys were like, in love" one girl yelled at me.

"Uh yeah.....yeah. We were" I said nervously rubbing the back of my neck.

"You were in love?" she said.

"Yeah I mean.....she cheated on me soooo...yeah"

"So you just automatically fell out of love with her?" she pressed on. "Don't you at least still miss her?"

I smiled to myself. "Yeah.... I guess I do miss the way she used to purse her lips when she was thinking. And I kinda miss how she used to play with my fingers. And kiss my neck" I said to myself. But I guess I was loud enough for everyone to hear.

"See!!" another girl shouted. "You still love her"

I remembered everything Sarah and I used to do together.

I remembered how much I love her.

I still love Sarah.

I had to get back to her. To apologize. I had to get her back. God I'm such a fucking idiot. Sarah wouldn't ever cheat on me.

Why the fuck didn't I see this before? She was right. Nash was right. Why am I such a fucking dumbass??

"Hey!!" I yelled over everyone. "We're gonna make a viiiiiinnnneeee!!!!!" I yelled and everyone screamed.

We got six giant poster boards. We drew a big heart on the first one. The second one said "Cameron". The third one said "is". The fourth one said "so". The fifth one said "sorry". And the last one had another giant heart on it.

"So when I say 'go' you guys are gonna hold the signs up one by one ok! Not too fast, but not too slow" I yelled at them.

We made the vine and I posted it. God I hoped Sarah saw it. She probably wouldn't though.

Why would she go on my vine account anyway? I just broke up with her and told her I didn't want anything to do with her. I am such a fucking fuck up.

A stupid vine won't make her want me back. I had to go back to California as soon as possible.

Magcon finished and I took the quickest plane back home. The fight took forever but at least I got here. I caught a taxi back to Chino Hills.

I knocked on Sarah's door. My palms were sweaty and my hands were shaking. But there was no answer. I knocked a few more times and waited. Maybe she was asleep. Probably not. It was only 7pm. I decided to call Lacy.

"What the fuck do you want Cameron?" she spat into the phone.

"I'm so sorry. I just want Sarah back, Lacy. Where is she?" I said quickly before she could hang up.

"Well you're outta luck, Dallas. I told you that you were making a huge mistake. Plus, she went to some party lat night and I haven't heard back from her since"

"Fuck" I said under my breath. "Who's party was it?" I asked her, praying in my mind that she would actually tell me.

"Rudy's" she huffed.

"Thanks" I said quickly and hung up.

I hopped into my car and drove to Rudy's house. Why did it have to be such a long fucking way?

I finally arrived at Rudy's house. I rang the doorbell and waited. God I was so nervous. She probably wouldn't want me back. But I guess it was worth a try.

I was greeted at the door to a shirtless Rudy.

"Hey Cameron" he said casually.

"Hey Rudy. Is Sarah here?" I asked nervously.

"Cameron" I heard a sweet voice coming from inside. She walked up to the door. She was wearing a giant tshirt (obviously Rudy's) and no pants.

"What do you want" she asked crossing her arms.

"I-I just came to apologize" I said. "I'm sorry for being such a dick to you. And I'm sorry I didn't believe you and Nash. I don't know why I was being such a dumbass. I know you probably aren't going to forgive me right away. And I'm totally fine with that. I just came to say that I'll always be here for you. even if you don't want me there. I'll always be there to protect you, to comfort you, to buy you food. Whatever it takes for you to realize again how much I love you. Because I'll always love you Sarah" I realized that I was crying now. Great. I looked up and saw that Rudy left and Sarah was crying too.

"I just don't understand why you would accuse me of trying to cheat on you" she said weakly.

"I don't understand either" I admitted. "I always do something stupid right before Magcon though" I tried to explain. "It's just never been something as stupid as making you leave me"

Omfg I am literally crying right now!!! Idk if Sarah should take him back immediately or make Cameron work for it. So plz plz comment me what you think Sarah should do. ❤❤❤❤❤

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