What If? (Negan) (COMPLETED)

Sorry

I knew Negan would be pissed at me, so of course I had to think things through...

The man was a complete asshole, yet I still found myself attracted to him. He means a lot to me...

After all, he saw potential in me when I failed to see potential in myself.

"Negan...are you busy?" I speak into the walkie-talkie he had given me.

"Well, look who decided to talk to me again." I hear his deep chuckle echo through the walkie, though it was kind of staticy.

"What's up, dollface?"

"Can we talk? In private?"

"Alright. Meet me in the courtyard in 10. If you aren't there, then you missed your chance."

I jump up and freshen up, before grabbing my gun (for safety precautions) and walking down to the courtyard.

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"Hey, dollface. What did you wanna talk about?"

I swallow the lump in my throat. "I wanted to apologize...."

"Why?" He sets Lucille down beside him, which is quite strange if you ask me. He never puts that thing down.

"For being an asshole the other day...for stirring up things with Dwight. I just got upset.."

He smiles, and I can feel his eyes on me.

"Well, then you are forgiven, dollface.."

I return the smile and look into his dark eyes.

"And, I still love you. I'm sorry for kinda ignoring you. I was just afraid that........" I stop as he looks over at me once again.

"Afraid that I'd what?"

"..........I was afraid that you'd kill me for doing something stupid..."

He sighs. 

"I'd never kill you, dollface. You're too precious to me..."

Then he pulls me into a hug, and i feel a little ting in my heart.