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We ended up in a large arena. Going in through the back, sneaking around. "What are we doing?", I asked Joon, he just looked at me and kept walking.
I stopped. "I wanna leave. I-I'm freaking out, you're scaring me.", I said. I've never came off as such a little bitch, but stepping into an arena- sneaking in through the back- not my cup of coffee.
"I said trust me, Soomi. Do it."
I gave in, he rubbed my shoulder and I melted into his touch. Even through the thick of my hoodie I got tingles- not sexually.
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"You're telling me. I've been sexting-"
"Shhh!", he shushed me, quickly looking around backstage to make sure no makeup ladies were around.
"I've been sexting a k-pop idol?!", I asked, quieter this time, all sorts of confused. "You're crazy, this is insane. Why would you even be on there? You don't need the money?"
"I'll explain everything, tomorrow."
"Why not after the performance you're so called going to have?"
"I can't think straight after a performance. I'm a mess, just- ah, I'll see you soon!", he said, his name being shouted at from down a hallway. I followed him as long as I possibly could before a guard stopped me.
"Watch from the camera, please."
I tried ignoring him, peeking under the mans arm because I couldn't even attempt his shoulder. He cleared his throat loudly, startling me and sending me backwards.
"Here's a seat.", a lady said pointing to a chair she stood up from. I bowed thankfully and took the seat, what could it hurt?
* these performances are from same times- and both in Seoul. *
I didn't know how to react. I probably should've left, but I didn't. I did no such thing. I waited for Namjoon to get off of that stage after hours or what felt as it.
"Soomi!", he yelled and I smiled. Keeping quiet at first.
"That song was dirty."
"See!", Yoongi- or who I think was Yoongi, agreed.
"Blood, Sweat, and Tears?", Joon questioned and I nodded. "Yeah. A little."
"You are talented. And brave.", I admitted. "That was insane... I'm still hoping I'm dreaming. Do you know how sorry I am I pressured into meeting you?"
"Let's carry this on later. Right now, I want to ask you to stay with me tonight? We do not have to do anything I just want to spend a night with you.", he said, we were sat on a bench- him drinking some water out of a bottle and I thought that was then most attractive drink I've ever seen someone take.
"I mean... you haven't killed me yet Kim Namjoon.", I smiled, nodding to his offer.
"Namjoon!", one of Joons friends excitedly yelled, his eyes squinting shut and he held a fluffy dog in between his arms. I believe this was Taehyung but I wasn't a hundred percent yet.
"Yeah?"
"Look, Yeontan is here!", he smiled, holding the dog with two hands and sticking it out to wiggle the puppy around. With that he walked away, he really seemed so playful.
"I have to stick around a bit. You probably won't wanna sit around here."
