( Hey guy. Night won't be writing this chapter. I will. I'm Jake or Slushy543 probably what you guys know me as. It took me along time to get the balls to talk about this as most of you don't know. I, Jake, am suicidal, depressed, and bisexual. Now I'm going to tell you. My story. *Warning it's graphic* if you do read this please read the whole thing. Because things do work out for me and I'm happy now.)
It all started when I was 12 about to be 13. I use to be a happy child. I lived with my dad. My parents weren't together because my mom was b****.( I'm not just saying that.) Until one day it all changed. My dad and I were in a car wreck. The car came on the wrong side and my dad pushed to the ditch but the car hit him. Blood is all I saw before passing out. I awoke in a hospital. I was looking for my dad but didn't see him. I tried get up but the hospital wouldn't let me. My heart was stressed. I cried and fought I wanted to see my dad. I need to see he was going to live. But sadly it wasn't the case. He died. The impact was to much for him. I fell my heart break. I can't lose the one parent that loved me and I did. I had to live with my mom and step dad.
Life with my mom and stepdad was hell. My step dad beat and hit on me. My mom didn't care. My mom just told me "you weren't even supposed to make it home from the hospital." Or " I'm disappointed. You were supposed to be a girl." It hurts so much. I wish she loved me but she doesn't.
As time went on I started cutting to kill my pain. It helped. It helped so much I would black out. When I was awake or home my stepdad would get me a daily beating and tell me how useless I am. The punishment was different depending on his mood. If I was luck I want only get away with a few bruises.
When I was at school kids bullied me and laughed at me for being bisexual. When they seen me with Night. They would say things like " shouldn't you be off sucking a d***?" Or " oh wait. We forgot she probably has one. That's why you hang around."
It would make me mad and Night would start fighting with them.
One day my depression was getting so bad. I was going to ended it all. I deepen the cuts. Blood ran down I was about the stabbed myself but I was to weak and someone was stopping me. It was Night. She was screaming at me to stop. I seen the tears in her eyes. I could do it in front of her. I don't want her to see me dying. She's my best friend and I love her like sister. She's always there for me. She takes care of me when I'm hurt and crying. I can't do it in front of her.
I continued trying to die many times but she wouldn't let me. She stayed but me the whole time. She made me feel loved. (not romance. Just loved like friendship). I knew I could depend on her. She helped me the whole time and made me stay alive. I'm glad she did now. My dad's ex girlfriend and older son found out what was going on with me and got me. I'm now living with my caring step mom, Amazing brother, and adorable niece. My stepdad is now in jail and will be there a long time. I'm now happy and getting help with my problems. I'm glad I have people that care about me and love me. I'm really happy that I don't have to be afraid anymore.
( I hope you made it to the end of my story. Thank you so much for letting me tell my story Night. I hope everyone that reads this can see even in Darkness there's light. Life sucks but we all have our demons. You can let them win or you can fight back. I chose to fight back and now have happiness. But choice is yours.)
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