I was looking back at my account and some of the stupid stuff I did. Some of the things I'm not proud of. That's why I stop being on Wattpad awhile ago. Because I was stress and felt with an idiot. I'm thinking about going off for awhile again but I haven't decided yet. I don't want to go back how it was when I first started Wattpad when I was 14. I want to change. I been kinda depressed for awhile and don't know why. I been so stressed because a friend I once trusted turned his back on me. He's tell lies on me. I stay on Wattpad because when I'm reading, writing, or role-playing it helps me forget about my stress. But sometimes it makes my stress worse when I'm getting hate comments or people wanting to do dirty roleplays (they make me uncomfortable if they get sexaul. I don't mind dating in role-plays but not smut.). That bothes me and I want don't want do smut. I'm tired of people seeing me as a person that think I only want to roleplay for sexaul reasons. I don't. I role-play because it makes me forget about my stress. I'm an Ace person. I don't get sexaul attentions or think about sex all the time. If I write sexaul scenes in I story I try to did it lightly or skip it. The hate comments are bothering me. I don't mind if someone tells me about errors and tells me their opinion on it but when is I'm getting comments like 'this sucks' or pms like 'you're a crappy author. You should kill yourself' that bothers me. I just delete the pms from hater because it hurts. I'm on here because I'm trying to release stress and relax. I'm thinking about taking a break from Wattpad (if I take a break it will probably be about a week or two). But I'm not sure yet because so many people are happy with the thing I'm doing on here. Some people love my stories and that makes me feel good. It makes me feel like I can do anything. I'm starting to write a few stories in the LGBT+ community. Because I want more people to see a difference side it. I want to write more stories that help people. I want to be a different person then who I was when I first started on here.
~Night Wolf or Asexaul Lucario~
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Short Storythese are short stories about depression. they are not real stories. the point of these stories are to show people what happens with depression and to help those who are depressed.
