Nobody cares

Worry😭😭😭

  I'm lying awake at night thinking about my friend.  Is everything thing going to be ok or is something bad going to happen to him? I don't want to lose my friend. Now we're gotten close and to think when we first met we hated each other. But now things are different. I learned he's a good person and would do anything to protect someone he cares about even if I meant he gets hurt. If he's hurt or something bothers he'll hide it because he doesn't want anyone to worry about him. He stays strong not matter. I don't know how he does it. "How do you stay strong?" "How do you hide it?" I want to know his answer. Well I realized it takes alot to break him. But I did I seen his broken side. I learned why he's the way he is. I accept him for who he is. Because he's my friend. I like he's become a part of me. It's funny how the one person you thought would never mean anything to you or be a big part of your life is the  one that can make you the happiest and saddest and one who can change your life in a big way.

I'm lying awake right now worried about him because I know he's going to get hurt trying to protect someone he cares about. I know I shouldn't worry about him but I do. I don't want him to become more broken but most importantly I don't want to lose him. I can't lose him because I would feel like apart of me would die. The part that has just been re-awaken. I know I'm just paranoid and shouldn't worry about him. But it's just me. I hope him and his friend will be safe. I hope nothing bad will happen. I'll try to stay strong because I know that's what you want. Just promise you'll be ok.

I know no one cares about how anyone feels. Everyone deals with there on problems. But some deal with it best than others. Some put they problems aside to help a friend. And some just don't care about how others feel and want to put there problems out there for people to feel bad for them. Some do show they have problems but deny it.  I'm not writing this because I want people to feel bad. I'm writing this to show that you can be strong in hard times. You can't let fear run you. You have to keep going. Always remember that.