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I haven't been feeling like myself. I don't know what's wrong. I felt like I had depression. I took a few quizzes on it.

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I don't know what to do

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I don't know what to do. I feel this way but I don't want to get help. Because I feel like people think I'm doing for attention. Or something is wrong with me. I'm sad all the time. I rarely feel happy. I'm super moody. I hurt everyone around me because I'm hurting. Alot of my friends left me or betrayed me. My sadness started when I was 8 and lost my Papa. I loved him. It didn't show bad. It started getting worse as I went into middle School and high school. I became more stressed out. It was so bad I would have mental break downs and start crying. Even the teacher made me feel like crap in high school. I couldn't handle it. So I was taking out of school and put in high school. Things were ok I started feeling better. Until my dad got sick and was about to die. I handle death different then others. I knew it was going to happen. It seem like everyone hated me for seems realty. Everyone said I wanted him dead. That hurt me. I didn't want me dead. I just knew he wasn't going to make it. Unlike any else I didn't cry. I chose to stay strong. I'm a bad person for that. As time went on more problems started. I finished school. I was being rush to start college. But problem is I don't know what I want to do with my life.  I still don't. No one understands that. The only reason I'm about to start college now is so everyone will leave me alone about it. I know I'm going to be an unhappy nobody. I guess who cares if I'm unhappy long as I have to do something I don't want and everyone is happy. I do feel like the pressure on me has gotten worse since my dad passed. Now everyone focuses there angry on me and hates me. I know everything is my fault.

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