I haven't been feeling like myself. I don't know what's wrong. I felt like I had depression. I took a few quizzes on it.
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I don't know what to do. I feel this way but I don't want to get help. Because I feel like people think I'm doing for attention. Or something is wrong with me. I'm sad all the time. I rarely feel happy. I'm super moody. I hurt everyone around me because I'm hurting. Alot of my friends left me or betrayed me. My sadness started when I was 8 and lost my Papa. I loved him. It didn't show bad. It started getting worse as I went into middle School and high school. I became more stressed out. It was so bad I would have mental break downs and start crying. Even the teacher made me feel like crap in high school. I couldn't handle it. So I was taking out of school and put in high school. Things were ok I started feeling better. Until my dad got sick and was about to die. I handle death different then others. I knew it was going to happen. It seem like everyone hated me for seems realty. Everyone said I wanted him dead. That hurt me. I didn't want me dead. I just knew he wasn't going to make it. Unlike any else I didn't cry. I chose to stay strong. I'm a bad person for that. As time went on more problems started. I finished school. I was being rush to start college. But problem is I don't know what I want to do with my life. I still don't. No one understands that. The only reason I'm about to start college now is so everyone will leave me alone about it. I know I'm going to be an unhappy nobody. I guess who cares if I'm unhappy long as I have to do something I don't want and everyone is happy. I do feel like the pressure on me has gotten worse since my dad passed. Now everyone focuses there angry on me and hates me. I know everything is my fault.
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Kurzgeschichtenthese are short stories about depression. they are not real stories. the point of these stories are to show people what happens with depression and to help those who are depressed.