TVD/The Originals One Shots (X READER)

Your Humanity - Stefan Salvatore

You walk through alley after alley searching for the next street infested with the sweet scent of warm blood.  The memory of the delicious substance lingers on your lips. A silent yet dangerous hunger creeps through your entire body. 

Your humanity has been turned off and you agreed with yourself that it was never coming back on. Nothing was worse than the retched occurrence of feeling the pain of the dozens of people you have killed in your blood lust.

A sudden whiff of the powerful scent sweeps under your nose. Quickening your pace, you make your way to the end of the alleyway eyeing your next innocent victim.

Just as your about to quickly snatch the young deliciously scented man, a stiff body stands in between you and your next meal.

Stefan.
Stefan Salvatore.

"What are you doing here Stefan?" You ask shoving him forward to almost touch the young man's shirt.

"Y/N, look at me." He says.

You keep on shoving and pushing, trying desperately to reach and touch your main course.

"Y/N, LOOK AT ME." He says again, sterner more serious this time.

You temporarily stop using your force and look him in the eyes. Snickering.

"Stefan, you shouldn't have come here." You say to him.

"Turn it on, Y/N. It will hurt for a while but I'm here for you Y/N. I'll be here for you until the earth's end."

"You really think that a silly caring comment will convince me to turn my whole life around. Well you're wrong." You reply to him.

You start to push again. Reaching closer and closer to the unsuspecting man.

Stefan stops you again.

"Remember all the times we had together? Remember when I helped you get through your transition and when you helped me through some of my darkest times? Remember when you were so drunk you puked all over the street but kept laughing anyway?"

You look Stefan straight in his beautiful eyes. You've never noticed them like this before. Glistening in the moonlight.

A tear slips down your cheek unexpectedly. You wipe it up quick.

"No Stefan. You can't.  You can't do that. " You say giving up on the man and walking away from Stefan.

Stefan though, whips in front of you.

"Y/N, remember. These memories will haunt us forever but you need to feel them to really experience them again. It will hurt yes but just know I'm here for you always." He says repeating himself.

You stare him straight in the eyes and something in your brain clicks. All of a sudden, feelings of the present and memories come flooding into your body. You let out a deep breath and stare again at Stefan in front of you.

"Stefan." You say out of tears falling from your eyes. Everything hurts. The memories of killing the innocent hurt. They make you feel like nothing is good. This is all your fault and nothing can bring their lives back.

Stefan quickly pulls you into his arms and you rest your head on his shoulder.

"Shh shh. It'll be alright. I'm here." he whispers in your ear.

You snuggle yourself into his body and breath in the deep scent of slight blood and leather from his jacket.

The feelings inside of you make you feel so heavy and full of guilt but Stefan's scent though. Calms you. Makes you feel safe.