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Game | Suga

Song - Jenga ft. Gaeko - HEIZE

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Yoongi's POV

I just wanted to play this game
Completely taken over by love
I filled myself up

"Min Yoongi! I swear to God sometimes I question what you think about me..."

Yoongi was laying on the couch as he silently admired Y/N as she exasperatedly plopped down by his feet on the couch. He couldn't find words to describe what he thought about Y/N; beautiful was an understatement, good was too small of a word to fit the amount of kindness she had in her, talented couldn't even describe half of the things she was good at.

"Yoongi, are you even listening?"

Yoongi suddenly reached and grabbed Y/N's arm, pulling her down next to him so that they were cuddling on the couch. He whispered softly into her ear, 

"I love you."

Y/N blushed and playfully swatted him on the arm. She tried to break away from his embrace, but Yoongi held onto her tighter. Y/N gave a small laugh which lifted the corners of Yoongi's mouth into a smile as they embraced each other. Soon, they fell asleep on that couch as snow fell outside, dancing and floating in the air.

No one ever told me to
But I started building a tower 
I'm filled with pieces of you

But, Yoongi was still awake, thinking about how lucky he was to have Y/N as his girlfriend. She was his world after his parents died in an accident years ago and being born a single child meant he would have been alone. Those empty holes in his tower were where pieces of his parents who he adored had filled before they were taken away by death. 

He didn't want to love anyone because he was scared to get hurt again, so he shunned everyone away. 

Then Y/N came, to put in her pieces into his life.

Yoongi loved Y/N to the point where he would not know what to do if Y/N was gone. He reached around Y/N's body for her hand and gently clasped it in his. 

"Y/N, I truly love you." 

The reason I could endure is you

"Yoongi, you need to eat more."

Yoongi was sadder than usual lately and began to eat less every day. Concerned for her boyfriend, Y/N was at his apartment and was trying to convince him to eat. But he only nodded and proceeded to pick at his food.

Sighing, Y/N stood up and walked around the table towards Yoongi's side. She hugged him from behind which surprised Yoongi as Y/N was usually not someone who would initiate skin contact first. 

Yoongi stood up from the table, facing Y/N. She hugged him tighter this way and began to stroke his back which soothed Yoongi. 

"I don't know what's going on, but I'm here if you need me. So please," Y/N stepped back a little to face Yoongi with a worried expression. "Eat so that I can sleep peacefully tonight."