I don't know what's going wrong in my life really. But it doesn't feel right.
I don't trust anyone enough to share all my demons. Yet I wish there is someone with whom I can be completely real.
Everything I want is at the other side of reality, to the world though I say I want nothing.
I can't see a way out of where I am besides hitting The Lotto. Though I know that's not the Good way. It's not a success story if you just got lucky, is it?
Nothing stays. I am stuck until Time turns me into someone I don't know.
March 23, 2018
