The love's wrong side - PhaYo

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"Yo, you can't just break up with me!"

Wayo is doing everything to not cry but loses his patience and screams waving his arms trying to release all his frustration - "P'Pha! I also didn't want to break up with you, but your jealousy and all that control you try to put on me don't let me live in peace! I lost my friends, my job and even interrupted my master's degree because of you! Even Ming who is my best friend long before meeting you and dating your best friend, you limit him to meet me. I got tired!" - Wayo gets up from the sofa and walks to the door of his apartment and opens it - "I want to break up, P'Pha! Please, get out!"

"Wayo, I promise to change! I promise to let you see your friends and I'll let you return with the master's degree and I'll even allow Ming to see you, about your work we can find a good one that please us..." - Yo interrupts Pha looking at him without believing what he was listening to - "P'Pha, are you listening yourself? How many conversations we had in relation to this? I even lost count of how many times! And again you come with the same phrases 'I let you' , 'I allow'...I don't want to spend the rest of my life asking for permission to anyone, I'm 26 years old, P'Pha! You need to treat yourself..."

"I don't need to treat myself, I'm perfectly normal! If my problem is to love you too much then I don't want treatment!" This time Pha interrupts Wayo, looking at him angrily, as if he's the one to blame for the fight being on.

"But you have extreme jealousy and always want to control me, even after we talk about it, you always improve for a short time but you end up coming back with these attitudes, sometimes even worse than before, even though I say that I only love you" - "I love you, too!" - Pha changes the expression of anger to tenderness immediately giving a smile and trying to caress Wayo's hair - "Phana!" - Wayo walks away from Phana, startled by the sudden change of mood - "You ... you're not even listening to me, are you? If you continue like this, I don't know if my love for you will last"

"You don't love me anymore?" - Pha changes mood again and begins to advance to Wayo and holds him by the arms without measuring forces - "Yo, if you break up with me nobody will love you more than me, only I know to love you!" - "Let me go, Phana!" - "'Phana'? Where's 'P'Pha'? Yo, I'm not going to break up with you, we'll live forever together and I'll protect you from those guys who want to steal you from me ... I know you want to leave me for them but I will not let it happen, even if I love for both of us you will stay with me and we will be so happy" - Pha laughs and pulls Wayo in and closes the door with a forced smile. Wayo begins to tremble with fear, of all versions of Phana he saw, the one in front of him, holding him to the point of hurting him and speaking all those things he always said but now with a smile on his face was the most terrifying - "P'Pha, you're scaring me, so please, leave me alone!"

*SLAP*

Phana slapped Wayo's face and tears start to come down from his face - "Who are you cheating on me?Tell me, Yo! There's that foreigner of your masters, is he? Or is that guy called Gastor from your job? Wait! I know who it is! It's Ming, is not it? I always suspected that you were always friends and always walked together, I know he dates Kit just to deceive me, he must have fallen in love with you and since then you have a case, right? BEHIND MY BACK!" - Phana yells, swaying Wayo abruptly - "P'Pha! Stop! You're hurting me! I never betrayed you! Stop!" - Wayo begins to cry trying to leave the hands of Phana, feeling pain in his face and the taste of blood in his mouth - "Help! Someone!" - Wayo runs out of breath at the feeling of something pressing on his neck, it was Phana's hands that was difficulting him to breathe and ask for help - "Yo, my love! Since you want to leave me, then we'd better go somewhere where will only have you and me, without anybody or any problem disturbing...shhh...don't need to cry, it will be fast and soon after I accompany you...shhh" - Wayo begins to lose his strength and cries until he hears someone bursting at the door, Phana did not seem to notice, cause he only looked at Wayo smiling and crying in trance while hanging Wayo.

"P'Pha! Release Yo! Let him go! P'Kit, call the police!" - Ming comes in and reacts immediately pushing Phana away from Wayo - "Ai'Yo! Ai'Yo!! Are you listening to me? Are you ok?" - Ming asks, stroking Wayo's arms and examining his neck. Wayo confirms with his head signaling to be well, but before he talks to Wayo again, Ming feels being pulled back with an arm around his neck - "Stay away from him! He's mine! Ming, if you get close to him I'll send you to hell! Kit, you idiot! He wants to steal Yo from me and you don't even care!" - Kit that was motionless without believing what was happening finally acts when see Ming being asphyxiated by Phana - "Let him go Pha! You need help! Let go of Ming! All this is only in your head! My friend, you were not like that! Let Ming go!" - Kit shouts as he tries to take off Phana's arm, which is tightening around Ming's neck. When out of nowhere they hear a noise and Phana falls unconscious. Ming, still catching his breath, and Kit look back and realize Wayo holding a frying pan - "Is this all my fault?" - Wayo still with the frying pan in his hand but already lowered faces Ming and Kit as if waiting for an answer, Ming and Kit seeing that Wayo is almost collapsing runs to them friend and embraces him strong while he cries like a child looking at the unconscious body of Phana.

----------- 2 days later ------------

"Ai'Yo, you need to be strong! Pha was not well psychologically, he killed himself because of his psychological state, it's not your fault and not entirely his! He needed treatment and never did, that's the cause." - Says Beam while Kit and him embrace Wayo trying to support the younger. Wayo can't shake off the scenes of what happened.

Begin of FlashBack

Phana is taken by police unconscious from his apartment, Wayo continues to cry in the arms of Ming and Kit until he hears some screams outside his apartment, when arriving in the hall of his floor, he sees that Phana woke up and that he was able to take the gun from one of the cops and is pointing her to his own head, Wayo approaches and Phana notices and shows a smile - "Yo, my baby...we can still be happy together...I love you so much...you still love me very much, right?" - Wayo feels his heart clench as he sees Phana with a gun pointed at his head and talking all that while he has several guns aimed at him forcing him to surrender - "P'Pha, you need to treat yourself first..." - and Wayo comes close even listening to the cop command to step away - "Yo, I love you, I'm not sick, it's just you stay with me and only me" - the cops try to reach Phana, he sees that he will be caught and thinking that they will take him away from Wayo, decides without thinking twice - "Yo, P'Pha has no choice but to go first, if we stay here they will take you away from me" - Phana smiles and continues to ignore the police, Ming and Kit advices to drop the weapon - "I'll go first...I'll wait for you on the other side, don't make me wait to much my love, I love you!"

*BANG*

Phana's body falls to the floor with bits of brain and skull bones scattered along the floor with the blood - "No!!" Everyone shouts and advances to the already lifeless body - "P'Pha! My love! Don't do this to me, P'Pha! Wake up! WAKE UP!!"

End of FlashBack

"He's waiting for me somewhere...he left before me...he left me..." - Wayo cries disconsolately looking at the coffin of Phana that is closed so as not to expose the head destroyed by the bullet - "Yo, he didn't know how to love you, all the love that he felt was transformed into his torture. All that's left is to remember the good times you had together and to keep going with your life. We are not telling you not to mourn for him but also don't put it in your head that you are to blame for it" - says Ming who is standing with Forth also consoling his friend.

Wayo watches as they begin to bury the coffin with all the family and friends present watching his beloved's body leave, but before that he says he wants to say a few words to Phana. He approaches and hugs the coffin, kissing the cold wood, he whispers as if Phana was there listening to him - "Wait for me my love, I'll soon find you."

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