2 moons - AU

Today's memories - ForthBeam

I was inspired by the movie "50 First Dates", I hope you like!

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The clock on the nightstand alarmed to be 7am in the morning, Forth rolls on the bed and when he feels the heat begins to wake up, 'Who turned the air conditioning off?', Still lying down, trying to open his eyes to rub them, and even without success for the laziness he tries regain consciousness to get up with at least a little energy, so he remembers yesterday, when Beam seemed to be so vulnerable with his confused feelings about Kit and how drunk he was asking for attention, how he brought Beam to his house because of him grabbing his neck completely drunk and didn't let go and right there slept leaving no option but to throw Beam in his bed, he also remembers of Beam holding his arm even sleeping and asking that Forth not leave him and as Beam kissed Forth making him lose control and making love to Beam. What Forth did wasn't right, Forth took advantage of Beam, and Beam would wake up remembering last night and hating Forth the next second. Forth then opens his eyes and looks at his side and sees the bed empty, 'If Beam woke first, he would surely leave, he would not even talk to me. Forth you're an idiot." Forth felt responsible for Beam, he should not have had sex with him, but the moment was so magical that if it had not happened to him and someone came to tell him about it he would laugh and find it silly, sex is sex independent with whom, but with Beam, even drunkard, fragile and dependent at that time sticked a deep impression on Forth.

Forth sits on the bed and without paying much attention to his surroundings, gets up and walks to the bathroom thinking of ways to talk to Beam. After doing the basic necessities, Forth washes his hand and reaches for the brush holder in the corner of the sink and when he touches he realizes that he does not only have one brush but two new brushes, 'I don't remember buying more brushes' but without giving much importance he takes the toothpaste and the green brush since it was his favorite color and after he put a necessary amount he starts to brush his teeth but without taking his eyes off the brushes trying to remember when he bought them, when rinsing his mouth, finally for the first time that day, he looks in the mirror and is frightened by what he sees 'I must have had too much to drink' his face showed some expression marks and some gray hair strands, Forth until yesterday had a perfect appearance of which he was proud and took advantage, 'I need to take some time without alcohol' and leave the bathroom while wiping his face, Forth directs himself to where his wardrobe was and he stoped in front of the place where his wardrobe was and now is another and twice as big. 'Okay, now this is starting to get weird.' On opening, Forth sees several clothes he never seen before, and more than half of them were in a smaller size, 'What's going on?' Forth takes a sweater and pants that he recognized even though they look older. Remembering that he left his cell phone on the nightstand he goes there but instead of finding his wristwatch and his cell phone, he finds a CD with a tag written "Forth, first of all, watch me." Forth picked up the CD and thought that if it was Beam's revenge for what he did, it was as absurd as possible. Forth wondering what was happening runs to his DVD player and turns it on with the television, he sits on the floor and after a few minutes an image appears and an anchor from a news program appears "Today at 13:23 on XXX Avenue, near XXX school, there was a collision between a truck carrying steel bars and a XXX model car. According to the XXX hospital where the victims were taken, the driver of the truck suffered only a few injuries and will be discharged tomorrow, the other driver, Forth Jaturapoom, 20 years, had his car taken under the iron bars and the victim was found with a serious bleeding in the head, diagnosed with cerebral hemorrhage and low rate of oxygen in the brain, he is in coma and his condition is severe." Forth doesn't believe what he is listening to, when shows the filming of the rescue he sees his car, that plate was his and the body being removed was his, but how was that possible? 'I am here! I am fine! I didn't have an accident!', the television screen goes black and Forth despairs and stretches his hand to the screen, he needs to understand what was happening. Unknowingly he sheds a tear and then another one and then another...he lowers his head and tries to organize his thoughts until a sound stops the flow of throughs.