Playas Rock: A Kirko Bangz & Chris Brown Story #Wattys2015

Chapter 25: Was It Worth It?

'Just, looking back on what we had

It’s clear to see U Got it Bad, it’s just like Usher said

Let it burn, and watch just how the tables turned

Don't know what you've got until it's gone is what you're goin' to learn today'

Michael's P.O.V.

Damn! I didn't know she felt like that? Truth is, I love her. Yeah, big whoop. I love Tyler, always have. Why I hurt her? Shit, I don't know it just happened.

Kirk went after when she left but Chris jumped on my ass so I couldn't at that moment. Now it's 2 days later & I haven't seen or heard from her. The football team didn't tell anyone about what they witnessed & that's about the only good thing that came of that shit. Right now i'm about to knock on her door. I need to clear things up with her.

I knocked a few times before waiting. I heard the door unlock before Kirk opened it. He looked me up & down before sighing. "Come in", he said & walked away. I followed him to the living room where we sat down across from each other.

"You need to fix it. She hardly talks at all & she's skipped classes 2 days in a row. 1 more & she'll get kicked out of them. She's come too far to let some bullshit fuck it all up", he said. I nodded, "I know. I tried texting her & calling. Shit, I even went as far as going by her classes & talking to Chris but I couldn't get to her. So I came here after my last class because I gotta clear the air", I responded. He nodded, "Good. I'm about to leave for practice but i'll be back after. If she's still like this, if she's worse you gone need the whole Armor of God to protect your ass", he warned before grabbing his bag that was on the floor by his feet. He stood up & left without another word.

I sighed sitting there for a few minutes trying to figure out what to say to her when I heard her voice. "What are you doing here?", she asked. I looked up at her standing over me. "I came to talk", I told her. "There's nothing to talk about. You can let yourself out", she responded & turned to go back to her room but I jumped up grabbing her arm.

"Let me go Michael", she warned. "Let me explain Tyler. I just want to tell my side. You told yours but you never let me tell mine", I said ignoring her warning. She sighed, "Fine but you have 10 minutes then I want you gone. I don't want you to talk to me ever again either", she said. "Fine 10 minutes but I can't promise you the rest", I responded. She rolled her eyes before jerking her arm free & sitting down on the couch. I took a deep breath & started talking.

Tyler's P.O.V.

10 minutes isn't really a lot of time but sometimes even the smallest amount can take a lifetime. He talked, explained everything to me. He told that he loves me, always have. He told me that he wasn't using me even though it seemed that way. He told me what happened between him & Skylar.

He told me how he felt about losing her & the baby. He told me how he stopped being a playa because he didn't want to hurt another girl till the point of no return. He told me how he always thought about me when he was with Sky. He told me how he didn't & still don't regret sleeping with me while he was with my sister. He told me why he brought August in.

Most of all, he apologized for hurting me. That was all within the given time frame of 10 minutes. He told me all everything while staring into eyes to show me his sincerity. Now he's staring at me staring at the floor waiting for a response. Hell, don't know what to say. All this shit is confusing me.

I want to be mad as fuck at him but I don't have it in me. I want to hug him & tell him I forgive him but it'd be too soon. I don't trust him at all like I used to after everything that happened. "Tyler please say something. Damn, anything", he pleaded. I shook my head, "Something. Anything. I don't know what to say. I'm confused Michael. I feel like whooping your ass but then again I feel like letting you hold me. I won't lie, I love you but you hurt me worst. Of everyone you hurt me the most. I hate if Michael. I fu-", he cut me off kissing me.

I froze up before closing my eyes & melting into the kiss. Before I knew it I was straddling his lap while he kissed from my lips down my neck to my chest. Somewhere a long the way we both lost our shirts so I was sitting on him topless with the exception of my bra. "I'm so sorry I hurt you Tyler", he mumbled against my neck kissing it as he took off my bra. "I know", I whispered.

We ended up in my bed with him in between my legs that were wrapped around his waist as we made love. I should be mad, so mad at him not doing this with him. That's the thing, I should be but I love this so much. It's even better than the other times. He pecked my lips, "I love you Tyler Michelle Good. I love you so much", he whisper in my ear.

I arched my back more, like a cat, "I love you too", I moaned as tears started to roll down my face. He wiped them off never missing a beat. His thrusts got faster & I knew he was close. I was close too & a moment later we were clinging to each other as we shared a passionate kiss riding out our climaxes. We broke the kiss & rolled onto our sides.

I looked him in the eyes, "Was it worth it Michael?", I asked. He chuckled & pecked my lips, "Not all of it. Was it really worth it Tyler?", he responded. I thought about it before looking him in the eyes again, "Hurting Chris & Kirk, no. No it wasn't", I said before closing my eyes. He sighed, "Yeah, we both need to talk to him. You, you need to talk to him & Kirk. Kirk's out for my ass if I hurt you again but I won't. I promise I won't", he said. I just nodded doubtfully before falling asleep. I don't really trust him but maybe one-day I can.

«Before you ask, no Tyler & Michael aren't together. This is basically just amends starting to be made. I wanted to make this short but we see how this shit turned out. A few chapters & i'm done. Anywho, deuce!»