Playas Rock: A Kirko Bangz & Chris Brown Story #Wattys2015

Chapter 29: Starting Over

'We fall so hard but we gotta get back what we lost. I thought you'd gone, but you were with me all along'

Chris' P.O.V.

Bright lights. The crowd cheering. Whistle blows signaling the start of the game. This is one the last few games of the season & my ears are ringing from the adrenaline rush. On the outside I look ready to kill but on the in i'm nervous. I've missed practice the last week or so & even when I did go my head & heart wasn't in it.

I can't let my heart get in the way of something I worked so hard for. I worked hard for this shit. We worked hard for this shit. The team, coach, & I, all of us. I'll be damned if I let something like heartbreak ruin it for us.

No, i'm not completely over what happened with Tyler but i've been getting myself together again. I can't dwell on the shit anymore. I'm sick of it. I'm tired & I won't fall to my knees over the shit. No, i'm gone stand on my 2 feet with my head held high & move the fuck on. I gotta a team to lead & moves to make.

Kirko's P.O.V.

I haven't seen or heard from Tyler in a while. I've dropped a few texts & called but no response. I figured she needed time after the first few days so I let her be. At the moment i'm out with Olivia. We just came back from practicing with each other & decided on going off campus to eat.

"So have you got in contact with Tyler?", she asked. I told her about Tyler & what happened for the most part. She said, 'What you mad bro? Y'all just reaped what you sowed. I just hope your ass learned your lesson'. Yes, my nigga. She said that shit like damn my feelings.

I shook my head, "Nah, but she'll hit me up if she needs me", I responded. She nodded, "Good now pay me", she said holding her hand out. I raised a brow & she smiled. "Now you bet that I couldn't get that last shot in right before I crossed your ass over & drained a 3 so I want my money", she said. "Man nah, i'm already feeding your ass you better pick one or the other", I responded.

She laughed, "I'm hungry but I can eat when we get back. I rather have my money", she said signaling for me to pay up. I rolled my eyes, "I'd swear you was a prostitute or someshit, Liv", I said handing over the money. She smiled wider, "Nice doing business with ya bitch", she responded putting it in her pocket. We both laughed & joked around like we tend to do all the time. Yeah, i'm definitely feeling her.

Tyler's P.O.V.

"You sure about this?", he asked. I nodded, "Yes", I responded. He nodded then started the tattoo gun. About 2 hours later I was standing in front of the mirror staring at the tattoo that's now a permanent reminder going down my right side, 2 doves. I remembered how me & Skylar was going to get matching dove tattoos for our birthday but she never made it to it.

I paid then left heading to the one place I never wanted to set food on as long as I lived, the graveyard. I hated just seeing one let alone being in one. The sky was gray & it was drizzling but I ignored it. I had to do this. I walked until I came to the grave I was looking for, Skylar's.

I sat down next right on top it & rested my hand on her tombstone. On it, it had her picture with 'A gentle soul that was set free like a mighty dove. Rest in peace'. Under that it had her full name, birthday, & the date she died. I smiled sadly at it, "Nice tombstone Sky. I figured it'd be something like that written on it. I just wish I didn't have to see it", I whispered. I felt a tear roll down my face as I ran my hand over her picture.

I don't know how long I sat there in silence before I felt arms wrap around me from behind. "You know y'all really look alike?", they said in my ear. I couldn't resist rolling my eyes, "Twins you ass. No shit", I mumbled wiping my face. They chuckled & kissed me on the cheek before pulling up to my feet. I sighed, "I miss you Sky & I know I did someshit you'd be on my ass about but i'll hold it down for you. For me. For us sis. I love you", I said & kissed her tombstone. As we walked away from her tombstone I promise I could here her whisper, 'I love you too sis', to me in the wind.

I smiled for real this time actually being kinda happy & relieved feeling like a big weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I know she's watching over me & i'm gone make her proud. With that being said I went to do just that. No more games, i'm done. Now, it's just life.

«1 more chapter. I'd say Friday but it might be sooner. Yay, almost done. Any mistakes i'll fix later. So what do you think? Any guesses on who was with Tyler at the graveyard? Well I don't expect any votes for this chapter but if you do thanks in advance. Deuces!»