𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐝 | p.jm

twelve

AUTHOR'S POV
flashback

Jimin sighed when he got home. When he sat on his bed, his phone got a notification and buzzed when it did.

slipping it out of his pocket, Jimin checked the notification and saw it was a text from Petunia.

"hey" it read.

"what do you want? we broke up don't you remember."

"yeah, but that's the point. i still love you, you know" Petunia responded.

Jimin began to feel frustrated suddenly. "but i don't."

"you don't love me? no? how about i make you then"

(yes it's a reference of something)

"how could you possibly do that?"

"you're going to do what i say."

"no i'm not. i'm over you, i love (Y/N) more."

"aww is that why? tell you what, you're going to pretend hook up with me again and make your precious little girlfriend (Y/N) whimper like a baby."

"i don't want to do that."

"well, if you don't i'm gonna have to hurt her if you don't."

"i swear to fucking gosh if you hurt her again like last time, i'll kill you!"

"then you'll do what i say, and she'll be fine."

since that morning, Jimin forced a smile on his face when he saw her. Even lunch was a pain, he had to invite her to sit with (Y/N) and himself.

She told him to sit opposite from (Y/N) so she could get jealous.

He did so, but it was really hurting him to do such a thing just for (Y/N).

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(Y/N)'s POV

When i got to school it was more boring than usual. I always have Jimin by my side, but now since he's with Petunia i have no one to talk to.

I just opened my locker as always and another note came flying out.

"i'm doing this for you"

I didn't know what it meant. But whatever it did mean, i wasn't in the mood and I ripped it into shreds.

throwing them away, the bell rang again and i headed off to class, which was math.

I sat down in my chair earlier than everyone, but not a minute later or less came Jimin sitting next to me.

"hey" he said to me.

"hi." i didn't look at him.

"so do you have any plans this weekend?"

Petunia walks in.

shit, i forgot i had math class with her too.

"uhhh.. no?" i say. I think he realizes she's in the room because then he says "oh, cool."

I sigh shaking my head at him. is he stupid ?

a few minutes in and I could tell there was something wrong with him. He was fidgeting around more than usual in his seat.

He was also wiping his eyes a lot, and i wasn't sure if he was okay.

"Jimin are you okay?" i say, tapping his shoulder at the same time.

he looks at me and then holds my stare. I could feel myself blushing again. But i snap back to reality when he says "y-yeah.. i'm okay."

I wasn't sure if he was telling the truth.

"can you tell me at lunch?" i asked. he went silent. "can we sit together?" i was praying for a yes as his answer.

"yeah," before he could continue I was internally screaming because it felt like forever i haven't been close to him. if you know what i mean.

Jimin continued, "we can sit together but i have to talk to petunia first."

when i heard the name I froze. i took my hand off his shoulder and turned back to the front. "okay.." i say.

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1:35 after lunch

Jimin and I sat together again, but for some reason closer.

closer to the point where our shoulders couldn't touched.

to the point where his thigh was on mine ..

to the point where ..

we could kiss.

but i didn't, obviously. with his girlfriend watching, there was no chance for him to like me.

I wish i did though ..

i mean, i couldn't help but go into my imagination where i could feel his soft lips against mine.

his lips would be warm and soft, full and luscious.

But, my imagination got the best of me when i pictured more ..

his hands on my body, my arms hooked onto his neck as he kissed me ..

I wanted him.

so. badly.