𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐝 | p.jm

twenty three

i was getting pulled by the doctors out of the room. I was screaming.

"ma'am we're very sorry but he's gone. We'll tell his family."

"HE CANT BE GONE! HE CANT BE!" I couldn't believe what I saw and heard.

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I decided to skip school. I couldn't go after my boyfriend died. How would i recover from this?

suddenly i realized.. he saved me.

he didn't fall by accident, he was...

..pushed.

by Petunia.

I felt the fury in my eyes tense. I clenched my fists in anger and sprinted to her house.

I knocked on the door loudly, impatient. She answered rolling her eyes when she saw me behind the door. 

"what do you wan-" before she could finish her sentence, I storm inside and lock the door.

I grab her by the neck.

"why would you do this to Jimin?!" I cry.

she speaks between chokes. "I.. was.. trying to push you .. off .."

I throw her down to the floor. she gasps for air, coughing. "you really thought you could kill me?!" I scream. She whimpers.

panting, she replies, "I didn't mean to push him off." I kick her in the gut.

"princess, you just ended a fucking life, and you're saying 'i didn't mean to push him off'?! you're pathetic!"

she doesn't know what to say.

"you killed my boyfriend !! my! boyfriend!" I began to sob into my hands. I fell to my knees, missing him more than ever. I just wanted to be in his tight embrace right now, for him to tell me everything was going to be okay.

But he wasn't here.

I sniffed and I looked up at her. "you'll pay for this, Petunia."

"and how will i do that?"

I went into her kitchen.

I pulled out a knife from her drawer, walking back out.

"how about this?" I say, tracing the end of the blade.

"(Y/N), what are you doing ...?"