Our Love - Jiall (Mpreg)

Chapter Eleven

Niall's POV

It had been a month since I had last seen Justin and believe me when I say, those were some of the worst days of my life. I felt deeply depressed and my mind was constantly on Justin. Drew was a pain in the ass, always asking about his daddy and crying and throwing fits when I told him that we couldn't call Justin. On top of these, I had been puking my insides almost every morning and got a test at my mom's house, suspecting I was pregnant, but thankfully it was negative.

We were currently trying to feed Drew with Zayn, but he was crying and wouldn't open his mouth. The past week was hard when it came to feeding him, he refused to eat unless I called Justin.

"Please, eat something for me, baby." I frowned and Zayn rubbed my back.

"Daddy come. I not eat if Daddy not come."

"For fuck's sake." I shouted in frustration, making him jump and whimper. I bursted into tears while Zayn grabbed Drew and cuddled him to prevent him from crying which only made him cry even more. I left them in the kitchen and went to the bathroom. I looked into the mirror and only then did I notice the bags under my eyes, my unruly hair and that I looked like crap in general. I had missed Justin, but he had probably made his decision and I had made mine.

"Ni? Are you alright?" Zayn knocked on the door.

"I'm fine."

"Drew is asleep. You've been in there for half an hour. Can you please come out?"

"Leave me alone, Zayn." I cried and he opened the door, instantly opening his arms and pulling me into his embrace. "Come here."

"I miss him, Zee." I confessed. "I really do and Drew isn't making it any easier."

"I know, Ni, I know." He whispered, rubbing my back and kissed the top of my head.

Justin's POV

A month without Drew and Niall had passed and it felt like a decade. The boys were constantly reminding me of how much of an idiot I was and on top of that, Andrianna had come all the way from Cyprus to tell me she was pregnant, but the father wanted nothing to do with her. Watching her every day since then bring all depressed and lonely, I imagined how it felt for Niall to be all alone back then and it made me feel like I was the worst person earth.

"You have to eat Justin." Andriana whined again after trying to feed me pizza on my bed.

"I'm not even hungry, Andrie." I said stubbornly.

"Please, Justin! You haven't eaten properly in days." She pointed out and I looked at her sad eyes. She was a mess like me, so I nodded and took the slice off her hand, slowly biting into it. She didn't need any more drama.

"Thank God." She clapped her hands and hugged me.

"I should go visit him." I asked.

"I don't think that's a good idea right now." She shook her head and caressed my hair.

"You look like a mess. Shower make yourself presentable and go get him." She demanded and I nodded getting up from the bed. I grabbed my black skinnies, a grey sleeveless shirt, black boxers and a pair of black shocks from my dresser and made my way to the bathroom that was connected to my room.

After I showered, I went in the kitchen and ate the two slices of pizza that Andrie had left me, put on my black sneakers, grabbed my keys and phone and left. I was finally going to see Niall and my baby.

Maura's POV

Trying to have a baby at forty one could be either really disappointing or really surprising. It was a decision we took with Bob a few weeks ago, but when I finally bought a test to check, I lost it.

"Niall, have you seen a small plastic bag?" I asked Niall who was sitting on my couch with Drew. They were still angry at each other, but Drew was looking at Niall to see if he was okay every two seconds.

"No, I only have mine from three days ago. I found it in the kitchen." He explained and my eyes widened.

"The one in the kitchen was mine, Niall. I put yours is in the bathroom cabinet." I said panicked.

"What? Why did you take a test?"

"We've been trying with your father ever since I asked my doctor. Now, what did the test show?" I asked impatiently.

"Negative." I sighed in disappointment and then gave a worried glance towards the bathroom. I almost ran to it and Niall followed behind me.

"What does it say?"

"It doesn't say anything. Are you sure you did it right?"

"Yes, mum, do you have another one?" He asked frustrated.

"No. You should call Liam and make an appointment."

"I hope he is available soon."

"Call him and I'll go with you if you need it."

"Okay, okay. I'm going home, I need to rest." He sighed and left the bathroom. He took Drew in his arm and came over to me to place a kiss on my cheek.

"I wouldn't mind a little brother or a little sister if it happens, but please, be careful." He smiled and I smiled back.

"Neither would I, but I'm not pregnant, so we have to keep trying."

"I hope so." He kissed my cheek and then tickled Drew's side.

"No. Daddy, no." He giggled and Niall smiled tearing up.

"He hadn't called me daddy all week. Heck, he hadn't even smiled at me." He hugged Drew tightly and Drew wrapped his tiny arms around his father's neck.

"Time to go. Love you, mum!"

"Love you too."

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Edited: 29/04/2020

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