Half Way Happy | E.D

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and that brings us to now.

i never asked to be abused.

i wonder what changed him.

i looked down at my hand as the blood had smeared all over it. the freshly cut flesh on my face wouldn't stop burning.

tears continuously dropped from my eyes, yet i hadn't dared to make a sound.

so, everyone was right.

people change.

sometimes for the worst.

and here's nothing you can do about it.

i don't know why i can't let go of him.

okay, that's a lie.

i've literally died waiting for him, living without him.

i need him in my life.

i thought it would make me the happiest person ever.

and i was.

until he changed.

until he hurt me.

some of the feelings and sparks had left.

but some stuck like residue on my heart, not able to let go.

now, all i'll ever me, is half way happy.