Warning: This contains rape (along with unhealthy relationships). I don't support rape, and I don't intend to write it in a way that suggests that. But, don't worry. It's not very graphic.
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"The worst thing you can do to yourself, is depend too much on a certain person. Because one day they are going to decide they don't need you anymore."
- Unknown
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Seokjin was born in a healthy family. His parents never fought, they never struggled to eat or pay the bills, and they had great jobs.
Then, Seokjin met someone at a cafe, at the age of 15.
Honestly, when Seokjin first saw the boy, he didn't look twice. I mean, the boy wasn't ugly, but he wasn't anything above average. The only reason why Seokjin payed attention to the boy was because he followed him around.
It was the third day when Seokjin finally snapped.
He saw the boy watching him again, and he was already in a pissy mood, so he stood up from his seat, without even thinking, and rushed over to the boy near the door.
"Hello," Seokjin greeted with a scowl.
"I can't help but notice you watching me for the past few days and I'll be blunt with you, it's creepy as hell." He saw the boy raise an eyebrow before laughing.
Seokjin, very confused, asked, "What's so funny?"
The boy stopped laughing before replying, "Sorry, did I seem creepy? I just couldn't help but notice how beautiful you are. I'm actually a photographer, and I would love to take pictures of such a gorgeous person."
Seokjin couldn't help but blush. People didn't often flirt with Seokjin, mostly because he was a minor, so he couldn't help but be flustered.
"Ahh, you're so cute." The boy - sorry, man - cooed before smirking.
"What's your name, sweetie?"
And that was the first time Seokjin met him.
They texted each other constantly and they often spent their weekends with each other. It came as a surprised to no one when they started dating.
For the first few months, Seokjin was the happiest he'd ever been. Honestly, their relationship was like a fairytale, Seokjin as the princess and him as the prince.
Accept this fairytale was soon crushed into a million pieces.
It started with small, rude, comments. He would often criticize Seokjin's outfits, and his looks.
"Babe, you look like a slut. People probably come up to you with bills in their hands, thinking you're a prostitute. You're lucky you have me." He told Seokjin with a look of disgust on his face.
And Seokjin believed him.
I mean, he did look kind of like a slut....
So, Seokjin smiled before replying, "Of course, babe. I'll go change right now."
After the emotional manipulation, the physical abuse came. It started off as small pinches to the side, but it soon went to slaps, then to kicks, and then to full on punches. A day didn't go by without him abusing Seokjin. Seokjin wore makeup everyday so no one could see how much his boyfriend loved him.
"Fucking disgusting! Such a slut! We can't go outside without you acting like a bitch in heat around other men!" He screamed at Seokjin with such hate and disgusting that Seokjin couldn't help but cry.
"I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to act like-like-like a bitch in heat!" Seokjin yelled with tears streaming down his face.
"Shhh, shhh, shhh, baby it's okay. I just have to teach you a little lesson, alright?" He cooed while smiling at Seokjin.
No one could hear Seokjin screaming inside of his boyfriends apartment. No one cared.
That night, all the kicks, punches, and slaps were accepted by Seokjin. He disobeyed his boyfriend and acted like a little slut. He deserved this. He's lucky his boyfriend doesn't leave him. He's so lucky.
The physical abuse turned into sexual abuse.
Screaming 'no' wasn't an option. It was either yes, or yes. And Seokjin took in all the pain and turned it into love.
This abuse went on for years. While Seokjin's parents were blind to see the abuse their son was going through, his friends were not.
His friends called the police after Seokjin's boyfriend broke Seokjin's leg and neck.
Seokjin's boyfriend was arrested and for a couple of long months, Seokjin was in and out of court or a police station.
Not once did his parents say 'sorry' for not realizing the abuse he was going through. They actually blamed him.
I guess his family wasn't perfect. Actually, they were far from it.
