September 14, 2017
i returned the utensils i used to the cafeteria lady and just after i felt a lump inside my neck, i wanted to throw up so i ran inside the restroom.
luckily their was an empty cubicle and i rushed in before a student could enter, i faced the toilet and threw up what i assume is my lunch.
key word: assume. my assumption was wrong, it was nothing near to my lunch or is it even edible. it was red rose petals.
i stared in shock and covered my mouth, i flushed the toilet to avoid getting more disgusted. i walked out of the bathroom and what a timing i encountered yewoon.
"hey aren't you hyungmi? uhm my boyfie's best friend." she asked, surprisingly not in a rude tone but a soothing tone of voice that could calm a crying baby.
one of the reasons why seungmin likes her.
i shyly nodded and pressed my lips together creating a thin line that shows my awkwardness, "anyways, it's okay if you and him and besties. oh and can you look after him for me please?" she requested with a cute smile, she isn't like those cringe-worthy popular girls, she is naturally cute.
"w-why?" curse myself for stuttering.
"i'll be visiting my grandparents in busan, and i don't want some girls lurking around waiting to attack on my boyfriend." she explained and her last sentence kinda made me chuckle a bit. she's nice, i hope seungmin loves her like how i love him.
"as a best friend, it's my duty to keep that dumbass boy in tact." i took my confidence just to say that, don't judge me. and being a mentally five-year old i saluted with a proud smile stuck on my face.
she laughed at my stupid move and waved me a goodbye, i stood there with bright red cheeks. i've always been flustered whenever i do those kind of things in front of people, even my mom.
anyway, since i'm bored i decided to go to the rooftop to just think through what i've been for half of the day. once i opened the door, i immediately inhaled the fresh breeze offered by the environment.
it has a garden and even own small trees at each corner, i sat down on the edge. i'm not really afraid of heights, i freaking love them. to be honest, i kinda feel safe when i'm sitting on a high place.
and when i looked down, i just felt my heart drop. and i had the need to throw up probably more roses.
there underneath my eyes stood both seungmin and yewoon. it's such a sight to see his smile wider than the ocean but it's sad that it wasn't me who gave it.
