September 20, 2017
it was the day yewoon left and for the past few days since i knew they were a couple, i've been throwing up rose petals like everyday. mostly when i see him, talk to him and even think about him.
no one knows i like him except for me and god, and today i'm called to go to the principal's office.
entering the specific room, i encountered seungmin there "good morning, hyungmi you may take a seat." she gestured to let me sit on the chair opposite of seungmin.
i did as she said, "seungmin, i noticed your grades are going down, mostly on chem. and hyungmi your chem is doing great, i just thought that maybe you could tutor him." she stated, i looked at seungmin who had the same expression as me "uhh how about taeya? she's a wizard at chem." i suggested, truth is i don't wanna throw up petals while tutoring him "taeya is too busy as she is the student council president. it'll be too much work for her." she said, well name people who are smart at chem to tutor this lil' kid.
"fine, i'll do it." i gave in since i have no excuse left say. the principal dismissed us both, i was quiet and once i stepped out of the office i was about to walk away until a hand grabbed my wrist "yah hyungmi, why are you avoiding me?" he asked in a sad tone.
it honestly broke my heart to see him sad but it kills me to love him, i got a life and i don't wanna risk dying now.
i looked at him and still i was silent, his grip tighten and a tear rushed down from my eye "i'm sick and it's contagious." i lied but i am sick.
i'm diagnosed with hanahaki.
