I don't know why I'm really including you in this. But you have made a big impact on me. So I think I should let out the way you made me feel. Everything with you was black and white. When describing my feelings towards you it was as if you were a middle school crush. Even the slightest bit of attention you gave me made every problem I was facing that day completely leave my mind. But somehow you also had the power of making my entire day feel like the world was over just because of something you said. It was nice having someone that made me feel that good since my ex. I think that I liked having someone I wanted to look good for. You honestly were adorable to me. I didn't care about what my friends thought. Just looking at your face made my heartbeat intensify like it never has before. No one has ever been able to make me feel as nervous as you did. We never dated and I couldn't really imagine a relationship with you but i still think you're a cool ass person to this day. Thank you for showing me good music. Thank you for making me addicted to alcohol because it took the pain away. Thank you for making me feel obsessed and crazy. Thank you for teaching me to do better than you .
