It's about time I update this list. I promised myself after Julian no one else would be on this list. But I think that this person definitely deserves a part because he ruined me in ways that left scars that are still healing. Ones I'm convinced won't heal because even though it's been awhile it still burns. X there was always something about you that drew me to you and even after being in contact with you more things got so much worse. You taught me so much but I don't understand why you made me go through the things I did to learn. You took a big piece of me with you that night.