My Lust For Him

*Kiera's Backstory*

Kiera's POV——

I never meant for it to happen... to fall in love with the wrong guy. It's just hard to hold back from lust, from love. I didn't mean to fall for him... it just happened, there was no notice, or anything to explain. It just didn't go the way we planned.

We didn't mean for her to find out... it was just going to be our little secret.

But secrets become revealed once you bring a      child into the situation...

5 months later...

When the guy I like started dated her...
my best friend. It was so hard to not be jealous when I've dreamt of us being together. But I guess that's what I get for being a good friend and not telling her that I've liked him for years because I found out that she liked him.  Sometimes you have to back off when you don't want to jeopardize your friendship.

But either way I shouldn't have gone behind
her back... NO... WE shouldn't have.

But what would you have done if you were in my position? Back off? I've tried everything, ignoring him, acting like I hated him... but nothing worked, he knew somehow. But I couldn't hold back when he said that he liked me and that he was just dating her because she asked and he felt like a bad person to say "No."

But now I'm the bad person, I ruined a relationship, a friendship, I lost my virginity to  HER boyfriend, and became pregnant...

and it was all because of my lust for him.