My Lust For Him

My Loss

Kiera's POV

I woke up in the morning, (wishing that I didn't.) I didn't want to wake up, I would rather die in my sleep or never wake up. As I said earlier, I'm literally a potato. As I woke up I could smell food. I'm not crazy, I know what food smells like. I literally eat food, lay around, and play video games when school is out. I'm on spring break but I wish the break was longer.

My mind went back to the food so I put on a robe, tied it, and put my fuzzy slippers on. I practically ran down the stairs almost tripping but I saved myself by doing a leap in the air and my feet landed on the floor. I saw my (wait, what would he be at this point? My boyfriend? Ha, I wish. Oh, I know what he is...) baby daddy, aka Kyle. Wait, he knows how to cook?

Marry me, you will be my chef and food can be our baby. Oh, plus this one that is inside of me. Ok, my thoughts trail off because I realize that he made chocolate pancakes with bacon and yogurt with fruit. MARRY ME!!!

Man, I'm glad I didn't say that out loud. *says aloud on accident* Kyle: "What was that sweetie? Do you need to say something?" Me: "Hhe he, *laughs awkwardly* no, why would you think that?" Kyle: "Um cus you said, you know what, never mind. Here's your breakfast."

I had already stolen a piece of bacon off of his plate and put it in my mouth. I gulp it down as I take my plate and smile. Me: "How'd you learn how to cook?" Kyle: "My mom was never home at night when I was a kid because she had to work late shifts, so I either cooked for myself or starved." Me: "Wow, where have you been all my life to make me food?" Kyle: "I've been doing everything that I possibly can to get to you. Maybe not to cook but to be there for you."

Me: "That's so cheesy, why do I like you again?" He smiled and his dimple appeared. I realized why I did at that moment, his eyes glistened. I broke the silence to ask an important question. Me: "Where's the syrup?"

Kyle: "What do you need it for?" Me: "Excuse me, did you just ask a pregnant women why she needs syrup? You do realize that you gave me pancakes and bacon, right? Oh, I also need peanut butter for my pancakes." Kyle: "Eww, peanut butter on pancakes?" Me: "I swear to God, how have you been living your whole life without trying peanut butter and pancakes?" Kyle: "Wait you like syrup on your bacon too, eww." Me:

"What the fuck have you been eating all these years? Just give me the damn peanut butter and syrup." Kyle: "Geez, ok, ok." *gives me what I asked for, finally.* Me: "I also need honey for the yogurt and fruit." Kyle: "You know what? I'm just gonna stop asking questions." Me: "Finally, now get me the God damn honey you slave!" *I yell jokingly*

He hands it to me and looks at my neck while biting his lip. Kyle: "You're gonna have to wear a turtleneck for a while if you don't want people to notice your love bites." He says as he walk behind me and give she a kiss on the forehead. Why do I love him so much? I look at my food, this is definitely one of the reasons why. I take a whole mouthful of pancakes. DELICIOUS! 😋

After breakfast I went upstairs to get ready. I get dressed and then I start to brush my hair. I stop as I realize that my hair is falling out in clumps. I knew that the medicine would do this at some point but this is the worst timing. I'm not ready for people to see me for what I have instead of who I am. I start to cry.

Kyle hears me and then walks into my bedroom. He says, "What's wrong sweetie?" And you can see the shocked look in his eyes as he sees my hair that had fallen out. I didn't mean for him to find out this way...

Author's Note: I'm sorry to leave you on a cliffhanger but it helps add on to the next chapter. It took a while to write this and a couple of my followers had been begging me to write more. I'll write more soon, I promise. Luv ya guys, bye.