My Lust For Him

Stress

A/N: I'm so sorry for that big cliffhanger in the last chapter and that I took way too long. Well here's what you've been waiting for babes.

Kiera's POV

I start to scream my head off as I'm stumbling down the stairs so I can get to Kyle.
Kyle: "What's wrong, are you ok?" Me: "No, I'm not fucking ok! I'm having a FUCKING MISCARRIAGE! Get your ass in the car and drive me to the damn hospital!" Kyle: "Holy pepperoni!" Me: "The fuck? Just get in the car and drive me to the hospital!"

In the car...

I must calm down and breathe. Kyle: "You should calm down, you're freaking out way too much." Wow, the boy's a genius. 🙄 Me: "Well, no shit! Ok, sorry. I'm just moody and pissed off." Plus I'm dying on the inside (wait, I'm already dead, well, almost anyway) and there might be something also dying in the inside of me.

My eyes start to water. I try to hold back the tears and suck it up like I've had to do all of my life but nothing is working. (Here come the waterworks.) The tears just start to fall...

I can't help it. I even laugh to try to lighten the mood but I sound like I'm a psychopath. I probably am at this point. Who has two thumbs and dates their ex best friend's boyfriend and gets pregnant by him? This girl... *said in head guiltily*

I hate myself so much.

At the hospital...

Doctor: "So your babies are ok, but you're not. You lost a lot of blood and your babies aren't as healthy as they were because of it... but the reason this happened is because you're way too stressed. You should relax and not overthink things." Me: "Ok, I will try to." Doctor: "No, you need to." Me: "Ok, but you accidentally said babies instead of baby." Doctor: "No, I didn't." Me: "Yes you did."

Doctor: "No, what I meant is that it wasn't an accident." My jaw dropped. Oh yea, worst time to relax and not be stressed. I'm showing so many confused and concerned emotions. Damn, I feel bad for Kyle. He's outside in the waiting room and is staring at us through the window. He looks anxious to figure out what's happening. Honestly, same...

Me: "What do you mean by babies?"
Doctor: "I mean you are pregnant and there is more than one baby. Babies is plural for more than one, baby is singular and means one."
Me: "I know, I know, I know... I don't need an English lesson. How many babies do I have?" Doctor: "Don't you want to find out as you're having them? It's more of a surprise."
Me: "This is already enough surprises. I want answers and I want them now!"

Doctor: "Ok, ok. You have two kids. One's a girl and one's a boy." "The doctor who did my first check up for the pregnancy never said I had twins." my heart was melting. Doctor: "That's because one of them is abnormally smaller than the other, you need to be very careful because of that." I started crying, I'm overjoyed and scared at the same time. Kyle must think that the child isn't ok, I mean children... still getting used to this.

Me: "Ok, thank you doctor." I said while choking on tears of joy. I left the room wiping my tears with a tissue and walked over to Kyle. Me: "I'm too stressed, it wasn't a miscarriage. I was just way too stressed." Kyle: "Oh thank God. There was a lot of mixed signals and emotions so I couldn't tell."

He hugged me and put his hands on my belly. He formed them into a heart and kissed in my belly in the center of the heart. My heart melted even more. Is it possible to love him anymore than this? I have no idea at this point. We walked to the car and got in. He started to drive and

I said, "What about that pepperoni? We should have pizza on you. My babies and I are hungry." He swerved a little as I said babies. Me: "Yes, I'm having a boy and a girl." Kyle's expression was perfect. It made me feel accepted, and that my babies are as well.

Me: "Now onward to the Pizzeria! With your wallet paying." Kyle: "Ok, Princess. We'll be there soon." Me: "I love you." Shit, I just said the forbidden L word! But it's true... I think I'm falling for him... 

Kyle smirked and smiled.
Kyle: "Did you just say the L word?"
Me: "No, I said I love food..."
his smile disappeared and
I said, "No, I said, I love you. And it's true...
I'm in love with you ,Kyle. I truly am."
Kyle: "I'm in love with you too ,Princess. Now let's get us some food."
Me: "I certainly agree."

I reach for his right hand to hold as he's driving with the left. I hold his hand and rub my head on his shoulder. Then whispered, "I really do love you." He whispered back, "You too."

A/N: It's longer than the last. I know it's kind of cheesy but I hope you guys like it. Bye!