Those Bloody Tears

Chapter Twenty-Four

Chapter Twenty Four

•Maxxie's P.O.V•

When I woke up I was still holding a sleeping Andy. My shirt was damp and tear stained. I furrowed my brow wondering what would cause Andy to cry. I looked around the room in hopes of finding a clue, but all I saw was a woman trying to quiet a baby. It didn’t really work though because it started crying anyway.

Andy opened his eyes, which were read and puffy, and looked up at me. He looked really upset.

“What’s wrong, Andycakes?” I asked quietly.

He started crying and said, “M-maxxie, I-I killed Axel.”

“W-what?” I asked in shock.

“Axel didn’t make it, Maxxie, he had too much heroin in his body to survive,” Andy explained crying harder.

“Nein, bitte, nein,” I mumbled.

“I’m sorry, Maxxie, I really am,” he apologized, crying into my shirt.

My head fell like it was about to implode. My heart was hammering out of my chest and there was a shrill ringing piercing my ears. I felt like I was going to be sick.

I didn’t know how to feel. As mad as I would at Axel for what he did to Andy, I didn’t want him to die. He was one of my best friends and he was one of my first real boyfriends. The reason why we ever broke up in the first place was because I couldn’t keep it in my pants after my fans started treating me like a sex god. Axel was a different person back then, but I ruined him.

I couldn’t help but blame myself for this whole mess. If I hadn’t been sleeping with him while Andy was away then he wouldn’t have thought that I wanted to be with him again. When he realized I was just using him as a distraction he couldn’t handle being used again. He couldn’t handle being screwed over one more time.

That thought made me want to take a hit.

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Oh, no. :b Will they fall back into their old habbits?