Those Bloody Tears

Chapter Seventeen

As Andy was getting in the car my cell buzzed. It was the twins, er, the twins I actually could stomach. Their grandmother was going home today and her leaving would mean they would be alone. I shot Andy an apologetic glance, but he shook his head letting me know that it was okay to go pick them up. 

"Hallo, boys," I said as Jesse jerked the door open and Justin followed in after him. They huffed in unison and sat their overnight bags on their laps. 

"Thank God," Jesse started and Justin finished, "Grandma has been driving us crazy." 

"I bet, that old bat seems like a nut case," I said laughing. Andy stifled his own laughter with a weak cough. 

"But unfortunately we love her any way." Jesse elbowed Justin harshly in the ribs. Justin flashed him a dirty look that he thought I wouldn't catch in the rearview and elbowed him back. 

Andy giggled this time not trying to cover it up and I squeezed his thigh causing him to look straight ahead with a blush plastered on his cheeks. It was my turn to laugh. It was so easy with him. 

"Any way" 

"How are you, Andy?" 

"I'm pretty good," Andy said quietly. His problem was back and I could tell that he seriously did not want attention brought to it in front of the twins. 

I chuckled and squeezed his thigh again causing him to squirm and his problem to worsen. I pulled to a stop unable to park in my driveway because of a huge a** party was already underway without my knowledge. 

"Was in der Welt?" I asked majorly p***** at what I saw in front of me going on in my own Haus. 

"Huh?" Andy asked and then followed my gaze. 

"Courtesy of your brother I'm sure," I snapped to the twins in the rear view mirror before getting out. 

 He must be f****** bipolar. He shoots off his mouth about not exposing them to this kind of life style and then I come home to rager. I thought I knew Axle better than anyone, but since things started up with us again he had been a whole other person. 

 The twins and Andy followed behind me as if they were afraid of the wild scene ahead of us which in all fairness none of them really had any partying experience. Axle had always protected the twins the best he could, and Andy was very tame all on his own. I, however was not phased in the least by the deafening music, or the stench of alcohol, sweet, and various drugs mingling together. I threw open my front door and immediately found Axel fist pumping to some annoying uncharacteristically pop-y dance song blaring through the speakers of my stereo system. He was high, or drunk, or both that much was obvious. 

"Axel buddy," I said calmly through clinched teeth, and then growled "how 'bout you climb the f*** off my table?" I was more than a little grumpy that the party had started without me. After all, it was my idea. 

"Oh, hey, Maxxie," he said eagerly and jumped off my coffe table only to kiss me forcefully on the lips. 

     S***. F***. S***. F****** mother f***.  

"Ech, Axel, what are you on?" Weed, rum, and something that smelled burnt was emanating from him stronger than the thumping music was loud. 

"Nothing I'm completely sober…" he said trailing off to grind against a big titted bottle blonde that stepped between us. 

"Whatever," I said in disbelief, it wasn't my problem if he wanted to get f***** up. But if that were the case then why was I towing Andy behind me to get some vodka and.. screw it just vodka. 

"What was that about?" Andy whispered. He was mortified by the whole thing and that p***** me off even more. 

I shrugged, not really wanting to talk about it. "Just because we f***** a few times while you were gone he thinks we're f****** married or something." That stupid b****** was going to ruin everything just because of some stupid f******* school girl crush he's had on me for years. 

"You two did it while I was away?" he asked in a small squeak. 

"Are you f****** deaf? Yes, I f***** him because I was bored and lonely and now he wants to be a little b**** about it." I snapped aggravated as hell. 

"I have to go to the bathroom," he said shifting uncomfortably. 

 "You remember where it is, don't you?" I said feeling a little bit like a s***head.  

"Yeah. I'll be back," he said ducking and weaving through people to my upstairs bathroom.Something about it just seemed odd. 

I took a few more shots and then decided to go look for Andy. He'd been gone for a while and I was worried maybe something similar to last time happened. The party could have been too much for him. I made my way upstairs and heard a whimpering and bed squeaking coming from my room. Eww, I groaned mentally. There might be straight sex going on in my bed it rarely ever happens any more, and sort of repulses me now.  

I threw the door open and screamed, "Quit f****** in my bed!" 

The two naked forms stopped what they were in the midst of doing and the person bottoming looked at me horrified. I just about s*** myself. "What the f***..” I felt dizzy. Like I had just stumbled into a parallel universe. 

Axel smirked at me and with a wink got off of a shaking Andy. "That's for playing with my heart you stupid dusche," he  said mocking my thick German accent and promptly walked out of the room butt-a** naked. 

I sank to the ground, resting my head on my knees. I felt really sick. I couldn't even process what just happened. How the f*** could my so called best friend f*** who I thought was different from everyone else.  

"Maxxie," Andy said in a broken sob. "Thank God you're here-" 

"I don't want to hear it," I shouted standing up. "How could you? You won't give it up to me, but you f*** my ex to get back at me for not being able to keep it in my pants? That's low, I thought you were better than that. You sure had me f******* fooled with that good boy bulls***." 

"I-I di-didn't," he insisted. 

"I said I don't want to hear it!" My head was buzzing maybe it was the alcohol making me feel and act like this. I didn't care about Axle and I sure as hell didn't care about Andy, how could I? I barely knew the little s***-f*** obviously.

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Yeah, I felt like an evil person for writing this. Don't hate me please. Or if you do drop a comment of how much you want to kill me/Axel.

Rewritten on 9/17/14