fix me (Demi Lovato Fanfic)

chapter 8

Leah's pov

I woke up with the sound of some beeping devices, which are surrounding me. I try to open my eyes but they are so heavy.

"She is moving, do you see it?" I hear a voice ,which I recognize as Demi's, saying from somewhere far away.

I let out a reliefed sigh as I am finally able to open my eyes.

"Leah" I look right into the eyes from Demi and some nurse, who's immediately checking my pulse and all the device around me.

"How are you doing?" Demi's asking in a soft voice. 

What the actual fuck happened to me? I want to answer Demi but my throat is to dry to say anything.

"You want some water, baby?" 

I nod

"Can she have some water?" Demi asks the nurse, who nods as answer.

Well hallelujah water is all I need right now. After I had a few gulps, I was finally able to speak again.

"What happened to me?" I look at Demi

"Baby, what do you remember?"

"I-I err, I cut and then, then there was nothing"

"You hit a vein Leah"

My jaw drops. How is it possible that I hit vein but that I'm not death yet. That would be so much better right?

"Leah, Look at me! I think I have the right to ask you a few questions, since we haven't had the therapy sessions we had to do." I nod, knowing that she is right but still... it doesn't matter anyways. Nothing can make me feel better than this.

"Leah, why did you do it? Why did you cut?"

I look away from her. Not able to tell her the truth. Not able to tell her that it was actually her fault.

"Leah, answer me!"

I sigh "It was, it was just everything with my dad you know and then that social worker asking about my mom and then there was you. You just ran away and that hurt you know."

I feel her arms wrapping around me. "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry." She keeps whispering in my ear until I fall asleep.

Demi's pov

I walk away from Leah's hospital room to get into my car. I feel guilty because actually I'm one of the reasons that she start cutting herself yesterday. She was almost death. After a got a phone call from the hospital, I had a little chat with Amber first and we decided to do somethings which are gonna be hard but it has to happen after that I sprang into my car to go visit Leah and she has been in come for like ten hours but that poor girl.

I'm so glad with taking this year off. I needed it. Actually I kinda lied to everyone about the reason. I actually had another reason to take a year of and being a therapist was just to pastimes. It wasn't the intention to take a year off till it happened. I needed a little break to get over it. I immediately feel tears welling up in my eyes as I think about it. It's just, I can't talk about it yet. Only Wilmer knows. 

I get out of the car as soon as I arrive at my home, our home. Yes Wilmer and I live together.

"Hermosa, you're here."

I smile as I see him and run into his arms. "Where have you been? Amber is here, laying on the couch only crying without saying anything.

"I know Wilmer, it's hard to explain right now. But I will explain later okay? Amber and I have to go somewhere."

He nods and hugs me again. "Take it easy ,hermosa, don't do to much because you need to get some rest and you have to get over it. I takes time ,I know, so please take that time."

I nod and peck his lips before walking to Amber.

"Amber it's time. Are you coming with me?"

I take her hand and she accepts walking with me.

"I don't know Demi. I'm scared."

"Don't be, I'm here with you."

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So Demi has a secret too... what do you think it is? what do you think that Amber and Demi are going to do? anyways sorry for this short chapter which sucked but thank you for all the reads/votes/comments. they make me so so happy :)