fix me (Demi Lovato Fanfic)

chapter 11

Demi's pov

"Leah are you coming with me?" I ask her and she just follow me to the room. The therapy room.

"So how are you doing?"

"My dad's in jail, I finally had my mom back but then she killed herself and I'm an orphan now. You still dare to ask how I am doing?" She looks away from me

Oh well wrong question Demetria.

"Leah, I'm here to help you. Not to hear you being sarcastic towards me. I want more deatils."

"You want details? Okay I will tell you. I feel guilty. If I wasn't so stupid dad wouldn't have slapped me so he wouldn't be n jail. It's all my fault. If mom didn't meet me, she would have never killed herself. If this all didn't happen I wouldn't be an orphan now. I wouldn't have lived in an orphanage, I wouldn't have lived in a house with one of my bullied. It's all my fault. I'm worthless. Everything would have been better if I didn't excised."

Tears are rolling down her cheeks. How am I ever able to fix this girl? 

(...)

Tears are rolling down my cheeks as I walk inside my house. All I'm crying about is Leah. This girl is so broken she.

"Hermosa what's wrong?" Wilmer walks towards me but I push him away.

"I can't talk about it. It's just Leah."

He nods like he undestands it but he don't. "Is she coming to Ambers funeral tomorrow?"

I shake my head. "No she don't want to and she's emotianally unstable for it."

"He nods and wants to walk aways but I hold him back.

"Wilmer?"

"Yeah?"

"Leah is not happy in the orphan house, one of her bullies live there too."

He shakes his head. "I know what you want to say but not gonna happen dude. No way that we're going to adopt her."

"But why not? She's my nieces. She's related and my be it helps to get over it." I say pointing at my tommy.

His jaw drops. "You think we can replace the baby we lost? Oh no way Demetria, no fucking way." he yells

oh fuck.

"Wilmer, I didn't meant it like that. I just meant that we lost this child, our baby and we can't replace her or him but we both want a child so why not Leah?"

"I don't know Dems." He frowns.

"Please?"

He starts massaging his fore head and then throws the car keys at me  "let's go to the orphanage."

I yell excitedly and hug him.

Leah's pov

"Oh well, well the worthless bitch s back from her therapist. Why didn't you kill yourself yet?"

"I don't know either." I answer the girl standing in front of me. The girl who I only know for one day but already starts bullying me just like all the others here.

"I wouldn't mind bringing you to the bridge so you can pull yourself of it." some random dude joins the conversation.

"Get some car keys and I am in." I tell him. Yes it's the truth. It's what everyone ,including me, wants. So why not?

They just laugh and walk away from me. Just like everyone else. They have the balls to say it but no guts to do it.

I hang my head down and I'm planning to walk back at as see I see two people standing at one of the carers.

"I ,we, would like to adopt Leah Walker."

I look up as I recognise the voice. Demi's voice. I see a boy standing next to her, who I recognise as Wilmer Valderamma. Demi's boyfriend as the gossip says.

Do I really have some luck then for the first time in my life?

But the answer from the carer makes me show that there's no luck for me. Not in the past, not now, not in the future.

Demi's pov

"I'm sorry for the both of you and Leah but you're not able to adopt Leah."

"Why not?" Wilmer asks.

Her answer makes me literally cry. poor, poor Leah.

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so we know Demi's secret. She had a miscarriage. And Demi and Wilmer aren't allowed to adopt Leah, why do you think they aren't? 

GUUUUYSSSSS, I'm going on a vacantion but I will be back july 14 and then I'll try to update asap.

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