fix me (Demi Lovato Fanfic)

chapter 12

Demi's pov

I look to Wilmer asking for help as I'm taking a deep breathe before I start talking to Leah. He squeez my hand.

I look right into Leah eyes as I start talking. "Leah, Wilmer & I were here to adopt you."

A hopefull smile appears on her face, which makes it even harder for me to tell her this.

I continue "But we are not allowed to adopt you."

"W-why n-not?" she asks while she's stuttering.

oh gosh this is the most difficult part. "I don't know how to tell you this baby but err... err." I bit my lip and once again I take a deep breath. I feel squizing my hand to let me know that I'm not alone. It gives me the strenght to continue. "Leah, you are forced to live with your father again."

I let out a reliefed sigh. That's it, I said it.

"Not funny Demi." Leah smirks.

I feel tears welling up in my eyes. Poor girl.

"Leah I'm not joking. They want me to tell you because I'm your therapist but Leah, there's not enough proof against your father to keep him any  longer in jail. He's from tomorrow a free man again and you are forced to live with him."

I let out a reliefed sigh. I said it, only thing left now is Leah's reaction but there is now reaction. She only stares at me and Wilmer with no emotion. Then all of a sudden she starts heavy breathing. Her eyes close. Oh well fuck, she has a panic attack. Well I might me he homeschooled but I know how to react on a panic attack.

I sit myself down next to her and tell her to copy my breath. After a few minutes she calms down.

I hug her. "I'm so sorry for you Leah but I will always be there for you. Not only as your therapist but as your aunt as well, okay?"

She nods while I feel my boobs getting wet from her tears.

Leah's pov

I rub in my eyes and yawn as I wake up. I immediately feel some sadness coming into my heart. It's that I know anything else than sadness but today it's just worse because I know that my life will be a living hell again. I'm forced to live with someone you can call satan aka my dad.

"Leah time to get up! Your dad will be here in a half and an hour and you also have to get breakfast." One of the workers from the orphanage yells.

I roll my eyes as I hear the word breakfast. I think I just need 25 minutes in the bathroom so they can't give me breakfast. Not that they care anyways. Not that anyone cares anyways. 

I sigh and get out of bed and I can tell you thart's the most hurtfull thing ever when you just want to stop the time so your worst nightmare won't come true. But it isn't a nightmare ,otherwise my whole life would be just a nightmare, this is real life and there's no I escsape, I can't stop the time, I can't stay in bed forever. I just have to live till I die and I think the day I die will come soon. My dad will slap me till I die or otherwise I will kill myself anytime soon. That's the only escape for me.

I hear another ruffle on my door "Hurry up Leah, you've only 15 minutes left."

I take a shower. Wishing I can stay there forever. They always say that your thoughts under the shower are the worst and the most important. 'You make life decisions while taking a shower' and that's exactly what I do right now. I take a life decision or a death decision, what you want to call it. I make the decision to kill myself anytime soon. Unless... Unless Demi can fix me but isn't it to late?

"Leah five minutes!"

I get dressed and walk out of the room. The first thing I see are cold blue eyes. Eyes who hates me just like all the other eyes in the world. The eyes which belong to the one who abused me all my life. The eyes belong to the one who ruïned my whole family. The eyes belong to the man who is the reason behind the suïcide from my twin sister and my mom. The eyes belong to Eric, my dad.

Eric's pov

So I'm back, yay! Did you all miss me? Yeah? Well I missed myself too. Jail isn't really the place were I belong, is it?

Anyways my time is coming now. Leah will get hurt, but that's what she deserves that worthless kid of me. But this time she isn't the only one who gets hurt. Do you remember the last thing you read from my pov of view? No? Well I do remember so I will fresh up your mind and tell you.

"Her and I aren't done yet."

that's what I said. Oh you don't remember who the 'her' was? Well it was about miss. Lovato. I will destroy her, I will haunt her forever.

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what do you think Eric is gonna do to Demi?

anyways guys I'M BAAAAACKK :)I didn't like the last two chapters of this story at all so that's why I brought Eric back... Shoot me some idea's if you have! thanks for the reads/votes/comments, they mean the world to me :) xx Maritha