Why would i have to leave her?
Well here's what happened...
Last Thursday:
Drew bursted into our house like it was his own. After all he does spend a lot of time here.
"Wes! where the hell are you, I gotta tell you guys something!!"
drew shouted in excitement and disbelief.
I walked downstairs.
"Oh hey Drew whatsup?" I asked.
"You aren't going to believe this! We're going to California, were going to be on X-factor man!!" Drew smiled.
"No Way!! This is awesome ill go get Wes!"
I opened the door to his bedroom where strange noises were coming from.
"Wes??" I asked.
And there he was having sex with Zoie.
"Ugh uh ill just come back later"
I shouted slamming the door behind me trying to get the image of my naked brother out of my head, gross! Well that was extremely fucking awkward, I mean who wants to see their brother having sex, it's kind of like seeing your parents have sex, or even grandparents, or just family in general, completely scarring!!
I walked back downstairs slowly
"Is everything ok?" drew asked confused.
"Yeah, I just didn't exactly uh get the chance to tell him yet, he's uh taking a um nap."
Oh god I suck at lying..
Just then Wes shuffled down the stairs shirtless buckling his belt.
"Hey bro whatsup? Sorry I was um brushing my teeth" Wes said
He sucks at lying too? smooth Strombergs.
"Okaaay?..anyways you aren't going to believe this!! were going to Cali to audition for x-factor!!" drew exclaimed.
"Are you serious?! when are we going?" asked Wes.
"They want us to be down there in a couple weeks, a week before school ends."
Just then my head fogged up with thoughts I couldn't hear what they were saying because I was thinking too loudly in my head.
what about me and Jaiden? what about me finishing my freshman year? what about never seeing most of my friends again if we make it big?
I know this is such a great opportunity but I don't know, I'm going to miss everyone so much! I can't just bail on them though, there were originally 5 of us and now there's 3, I won't pass this up, I need to achieve my dream, this is what I've wanted since I was a little kid, and I won't let anyone stand in the way of that, not even the girl I love. Loved.
Prom:
"You okay?, you look like you got something on your mind" she asked.
Nothing can slip past Jaiden, I swear she knows me better than I know myself.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I responded.
"Are you really fine?" she asked concerned.
I was bad lying so I made a joke of it.
"Are you saying I'm not fine? i mean look at me babe, I think Im looking pretty fine." I smirked causing her to laugh.
That distracted her. Phwew that was close, I don't know how I was going to avoid that tonight.
it's not that I didn't want her to know. I didn't want her to be mad at me. Not that she ever would be mad at me over this, she's actually always supportive. I just didn't want her to be sad, I didn't want to lose her before I was even gone.
before potential fame.
